Well thanks to some lovely people I interact with daily the worst of my grief is over, so there will be a weekly report tomorrow. But before that I'd like to admit to something.
First when I joined this forum I was afraid to publicly admit to my dysphoria, then when I did I planned on being a feminine guy on HRT for life, a so called "HRT Femboy." But this has somewhat changed for the following reasons :
-Breast growth does not bother me at all. I'm sure now that's it started, to be honest I only cared because I was afraid of other people's opinions.
-I have been doing other things beside HRT to become more feminine, voice training, body hair removal etc. I might start removing my facial hair soon.
-If I do end up looking too feminine to pass as male I plan to present female.
I don't really plan on changing my legal documents in the foreseeable future, but I won't force myself to present male if others see me as a girl.
Because of these reasons, and because I am already lumped into one group by most people, I have started to embrace the term I used to fear. So yeah, feel free to call me trans from now on, I'm officially out on this forum. I still believe any person who wants to try HRT and can accept the effects should be able to regardless of being trans or cis, but in my case I'm definitely not cis.
I hope everybody still accepts me