As much as i understand you, because at 33 years when i look in the mirror and see my receding hairline it makes me want to smash my head on the wall "maybe it will help for better circulation", i could only imagine how it feels when your younger but i swear even if i would be considered the most ugly person on Earth, i would never castrate myself for hair, never...Heck i'm not willing to accept gyno over hair, don't want to think of something else...
But this is me and my opinion, you are the only one who knows what's better for you, even if it's not, you are the only one who has the right to make the decision, regardless of what it is...
I wish you good luck, no sides and the outcomes you desire, we all deserve it i think, because we try and try to be truthful and sincere, to get informed and help others, and that matter a lot, especially on the internet were you could easily profit of your anonymity and use it in different ways...