He's clearly experienced some disturbance in life to be posting this frenetically and chaotically.
Anyway, as to the loss of libido, I have been on finasteride 1mg daily since 20th May 2017 so I think I can be considered a long term user now. No loss of libido with me. I can still produce ropes, just perhaps with not the frequency as before but that could also correlate with my age (38). I left one inside a woman not so long ago (she has a contraceptive implant) and she exclaimed "oh my god you came a lot" so I seem to be doing okay.
I know finasteride does not affect testosterone directly but my free and total testosterone levels were 0.432 nmol/L and 29.73 nmol/L respectively as of February this year. The high total reading I suspect is due to less being converted to DHT but in any case it's stable so I am not concerned.