Exploring The Hormonal Route. Hair=life.

[pentobean]

No you’re not

Yes I am I just stopped repressing anyways

 

[Mr. Slap Head]

Yes I am I just stopped repressing anyways

No you’re not

 

[losingbattle88]

I’m trans lol

Thank god at least u got a goal and follow your dreams unlike others stupid MF here that only transition solely for hair like almas_nw0.

 

[losingbattle88]

No you’re not

At least he admit it. I respect him for that. That weirdo almas_nw0 would never admit to that.

 

[pentobean]

No you’re not

what do you mean? I am as in transitioning in the literal sense, I actually suffered from dysphoria for a long time in my life. What made me join this place was to help me transition

 

[Adri23]

Decided to report about my situation here, since no clue where else to report this crap.
So, I'm off all hormones for a week already because of health issues (mainly gallstones) and planning to stay away from them for at least 3 months. I did the 1st round of 1ml ethanol injections 2 weeks ago and planed to continue with 2nd round yesterday, but my balls, ironically, started to hurt like crazy for some reason and suddenly came realization that this barbaric act is against my delicate nature... Moreover, my balls were pretty sore for the entire 1st week after injections and are still pretty swollen, which makes me think that I might be a good responder... lol. So I decided to leave them alone at least for these 3 months and see where my T levels will go. Pretty sure I'm sterile atp, but idc tbh (already have 2 fkers that couldn't care less about my existence// love them tho). Let's just hope that enough fibrous tissue will grow to significantly fk up leydig cells too (its gonna take many months to fully grow tho). Well, that's basically it.
Gonna report with blood tests later if not forget, kthxbye.

Im sry to tell many ppl has tried only 1 injection with even more ml and testosterone was similar. Wish you luck tho. For context I did like prob 5 injections of like 3 ml and did an ultrasound and balls looked healthy lol. They got very sore as you reported, there are not good or bad responder with that. Believe it or not testicles are more resilient than ppl think they are. Ended up injecting like 88 ml in each in total during 9 months. You unironically gotta have big f*****g balls to do it weekly as I used to do during so many months. Not everyone is able to tolerate the physical and mental pain that it causes.

 

[Mr. Slap Head]

what do you mean? I am as in transitioning in the literal sense, I actually suffered from dysphoria for a long time in my life. What made me join this place was to help me transition

Just messing with you. Nerd

 

[Almas_NW0]

You are far from more handsome than me lmao. You are also much younger than me, just wait until you reach your 30s. You will look like an old ugly transexuall

also lol. 175cm lmao hahaah ur definately a bottom boy b**ch. And u do have bad genes stop coping you short manlet sissy boy. You will never be a man as long as you are on estrogen you f*****g sissy.

Any guy on this thread looks better than you on HRT. Bridgeburn is about 33 now and looks much better. But you can console yourself with thoughts that things will change in the future, and also console yourself with alcohol, lol.

Hey everybody almas think he is a real man while on estrogen baahahahah. What a COPE he is just a dried up impotent MF with a shrinked penis bahahhahahha. Its too funny when he tries to defend himself xD

> a transgender person takes hormones:
NOOOOO! YOU'RE A MAN, YOU HAVE MALE CHROMOSOMES AND A PENIS!
> I take hormones:
> NOOOOO! YOU'RE NOT A MAN, YOU DON'T HAVE TESTOSTERONE!

 

[Almas_NW0]

By the way, I have already had gynecomastia surgery and there are no traces of breasts.

 

[LouisSarkozy]

Any guy on this thread looks better than you on HRT. Bridgeburn is about 33 now and looks much better. But you can console yourself with thoughts that things will change in the future, and also console yourself with alcohol, lol.

> a transgender person takes hormones:
NOOOOO! YOU'RE A MAN, YOU HAVE MALE CHROMOSOMES AND A PENIS!
> I take hormones:
> NOOOOO! YOU'RE NOT A MAN, YOU DON'T HAVE TESTOSTERONE!

this let's be realistic for a moment if it wasn't for the body sides facially wise every man hoping on hrt improve a lot AND bridgeburn look so much better now than before in the eyes of any women. if it didnt mean loosing your dick and getting a fucked up body hrt would be an absolute cheatcode

 

[LouisSarkozy]

By the way, I have already had gynecomastia surgery and there are no traces of breasts.

you got zero gyno rn despite being on hrt ? thx

 

[Mr. Slap Head]

this let's be realistic for a moment if it wasn't for the body sides facially wise every man hoping on hrt improve a lot AND bridgeburn look so much better now than before in the eyes of any women. if it didnt mean loosing your dick and getting a fucked up body hrt would be an absolute cheatcode

But it’s not the case. That’s reality. Afaik none of the HRT users here are in a relationship either fwiw

 

[Mr. Slap Head]

I have a boyfriend.

Is he also on HRT?

 

[exwhyyou]

idk about you fuckers but my body looked so much worse before hrt

 

[Mr. Slap Head]

Pretty sure he takes steroids.

Why??

 

[Adri23]

So doing this weekly is a no-go for me for sure. I guess I'm just gonna do it occasionally, during moments of strong self hate. xD

I want to kill myself most days. So yeah for me doing the injections were a way to self soothe my brain from suicidal thoughts cause it was painful and also I had a goal, but now the goal is reached and I feel empty again. I also didn't get scrotum removal so it chronically hurt because of alcohol leaking and now it is so painful + bad aesthetic. Only benefits is I take 3 mg e2 weekly and some weeks I stop and then start again..

I take benzos + opioids + alcohol now but everything is placebo nothing kills me lol and I am too coward to kms by jumping from a high place. I miss alcohol injections cause I used to inject 6-12 ml in each testicles weekly

Oh, snap! And here goes the disadvantage...

About the 'big f*****g balls' I wasn't referring that I had literally big balls, I meant u gotta have so much courage to do that

 

[Adri23]

Ye. I got it dude. Sry if smth, but not getting the most basic post-irony (even the horrible one) screams of depression. Mb you're been too serious to yourself, or life? Life is meaningless anyways. why take it too serious? Just enjoy the good stuff and ignore the bad stuff...
I think of it like that... Depression = emptiness, happiness = fullness, death also means emptiness. Why would you hurry to reach after emptiness if you didn't explore enough fullness? That doesn't make sense to me. I understand there's a childhood trauma involved, had it myself. that made a huge void inside my soul. The thing is that life is all about possibilities and why deprive yourself of possibilities, if death = permanently no possibilities? Rather than being depressed, find and analyze this trauma and make it fk itself, as well as everyone being involved (at least in mind). Find what you like, level up your awareness through it to better understand what life and fullness really is. We all are complete losers here, so why are you more depressed about it than everyone else? Just learn to be happy that you're a loser and that'll make you less of a loser. =D

Yeah I mean I have bunch of mental issues that makes me unable ro be happy since I was 14 yo. I try but there are stuff that will never change. Also I have no job and in my country is impossible, so I cant even get surgeries to fix some insecurities. Also having 0 friends sucks

 

[Adri23]

Btw I am doing new schedule for my injections. it is working good on my skin for now. I prob have better skin than 99% of ppl not even kidding. I take bunch of supplements + tretinoin + dermapen ( high depth cause I use topical anesthesia till i bled). Anyways I have been doing that for years and never had this great skin. It improved after i stopped estradiol for 18 days and now taking 3 mg and planning to do a pause of 16 days every 6 weeks to clean the receptors from weak estradiol metabolites that might interfere with 17b estradiol binding to the receptor. I also want to lower shbg so this is a good way to so it too

 

[Adri23]

Everyone have them, dude. And never say never, this word is about an absolute, that is a conditional concept and doesn't exist as long as you are alive, only with condition of death. You'll get everything you want, you just need to give yourself enough time. Some people are just slow with everything (like me). =D

Yeah I am extra slow it seems. I'm 26 and I have not achieved anything in life

 

[Adri23]

Same, and it doesn't fkin matter. The only thing that matters is what you're doing right now. Past and future are not real.

Thing is every year I tell myself I will do stuff to get better but I always abandon the idea because the f*****g ADHD is so strong on me I can't focus at all and lose motivation very fast