antonio666
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some of you might recall that i was not on this board for about 6 weeks,well the reason was that i drove my car into a tree,i wasn't plannning on killing myself but has i caught reflection in the rear view mirror,something inside me just said enough of this sh*t but i am still unsure weather i tried to commit suicide or it was like of concentration due to thinking about my hair.
the injuries i had were not serious just severe whiplash and a dislocated shouldor(for the third time in the last year)but it was enough for me to be in hospital for 4 weeks as i was unconcious for 4 days,what i am trying to say is life means so little to me now and to be honest i was gutted when awoke,i mean i have no real intreast in football anymore and i try not to think about women as i feel to ugly now and i resent most of my family(all)
i have turned into a bitter man ,who has lost is job(quit) and does nothing all day and i have been like this for 6 weeks all be it 4 of them spent in hospital but now i do not want to do anything and this is not like me because i have always been hard working guy but now it seems that i am preparing for death at the age of 28,i just feel so ashamed that i am going bald and i know it is nothing to be ashamed about but it hurts too much any way just babbling on now
the injuries i had were not serious just severe whiplash and a dislocated shouldor(for the third time in the last year)but it was enough for me to be in hospital for 4 weeks as i was unconcious for 4 days,what i am trying to say is life means so little to me now and to be honest i was gutted when awoke,i mean i have no real intreast in football anymore and i try not to think about women as i feel to ugly now and i resent most of my family(all)
i have turned into a bitter man ,who has lost is job(quit) and does nothing all day and i have been like this for 6 weeks all be it 4 of them spent in hospital but now i do not want to do anything and this is not like me because i have always been hard working guy but now it seems that i am preparing for death at the age of 28,i just feel so ashamed that i am going bald and i know it is nothing to be ashamed about but it hurts too much any way just babbling on now