After my first and only ever girlfriend broke up with me a month ago i'm starting to think it's just not worth it anymore. I was born ugly, pale, short, receding hair. I try so so hard to looksmax. i've been compensating for years. i realised that if i cut to super low body fat, eat certain foods, cut my hair a certain way then the difference i get in attention is huge. Girls treat me so much better. they look at me smile at me. It's crazy . that's how i got a gf in the first place. But it's soo hard to maintain this. So much sacrifice. I envy guys that are naturally tall have good facial features and hair. They can eat what they want, drink, etc and still look good Anyway sometimes i think that during our relationship my looksmaxing got found out. She probably realised that i'm not that good looking. Probably saw my true side. I'm starting to think maybe it's just not worth it anymore. What is the point? Most girls these days are fucked. Will just monkey branch to better looking guys. i'm thinking of just shaving my head, going my own way and completely disregarding girls etc it's not worth it anymore. Some are just meant to win others are not.