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At the moment I am getting mad, i am really getting mad. I simply want to die. I don´t want to live anymore with this f*****g hair loss. Hair loss is in my mind 24/7 there is nothing I can do about it. I spent the last hours in the bathroom taking pictures of my crown and controlling with two mirrors. The results are terrible, simply terrible. Within 2 weeks I have been thinning badly at my crown: Pic 1 was taken at day 5 of my treatment with finasteride, the second was taken a few minutes ago, about 2 weeks later. It is so shocking to see my so called "hair" like that.
i don´t know what is going on. I was losing since late 2004 and only had some slightly receding hair line and diffuse thinning, but since I am on finasteride the male pattern baldness has accelerated rapidly. I think it is the stress. Stress usually is diffuse loss all over your head, but in my case I think it results in a more agressive MBP. It is so terrible. The scalp is even noticeable under normal daylight when you are a few metres away. I need to get my mind off this terrible hair loss sh*t since it makes everything worse. The constant checking of my hairline and so on.
But how do I force myself to think about something else? Believe it or not I have no friends, I don´t have someone to go out with and have fun. I have zero social skills. And yes, I have never had a girlfriend, I am a male virgin at the age of 24. I am truly ashamed of that and if one of you knew me I would never again leave my room. All the day I am sitting in my room fighting with my depressions and since the last weeks also with my hair loss. The only thing I am leaving my room (I am living with my mother.......) is for running a little bit which keeps me in shape. I do it almost daily, of course only when it´s dark so that nobody sees me. What else could I do I am feeling so bored (University doesn´t start until October)? In the end i am always thinking about my hair loss which of course results in even more lost hairs. Such a shitty situation. What do you do in order to not worry about hair loss???
i don´t know what is going on. I was losing since late 2004 and only had some slightly receding hair line and diffuse thinning, but since I am on finasteride the male pattern baldness has accelerated rapidly. I think it is the stress. Stress usually is diffuse loss all over your head, but in my case I think it results in a more agressive MBP. It is so terrible. The scalp is even noticeable under normal daylight when you are a few metres away. I need to get my mind off this terrible hair loss sh*t since it makes everything worse. The constant checking of my hairline and so on.
But how do I force myself to think about something else? Believe it or not I have no friends, I don´t have someone to go out with and have fun. I have zero social skills. And yes, I have never had a girlfriend, I am a male virgin at the age of 24. I am truly ashamed of that and if one of you knew me I would never again leave my room. All the day I am sitting in my room fighting with my depressions and since the last weeks also with my hair loss. The only thing I am leaving my room (I am living with my mother.......) is for running a little bit which keeps me in shape. I do it almost daily, of course only when it´s dark so that nobody sees me. What else could I do I am feeling so bored (University doesn´t start until October)? In the end i am always thinking about my hair loss which of course results in even more lost hairs. Such a shitty situation. What do you do in order to not worry about hair loss???