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As some of you know its been over a year since I was active on this forum. If you look at my previous posts I was constantly posting how suicidal I was. I almost killed myself and I credit it 100% to finasteride. But that is beside the point if anyone wants more information on that I will gladly share. Fast forward a year later, i was dating a girl who helped me get back on track. I ended up breaking things off with her as she was extremely toxic.
I'm determined to win this battle and live a normal life. I don't suffer from depression anymore and I'm months from graduating nursing school with a job lined up that will pay me really well. I haven't given up despite me being 5'6. I never had been one to swallow in pity and I'm determined to beat this. My biggest concern is being able to find a girlfriend as i'm sure most of us are. I don't want a complete babe but an average women that is healthy and also has some stuff going for her. I know when I had hair that was a possibility despite my height. I'm motivated to be the best version of myself and that includes whatever that means regarding my hair. I want to add i'm 24 years old and I don't want a fresh 19 year old anymore. I want a mature woman that is average and healthy and has mutual interests. I'm attaching pics of myself. The one in my scrubs was when I could grow it out a little but it looks like sh*t when I do it now, so the other ones show the length it is now. Should I accept the hair loss and keep buzzing? Or should I try a hair system knowing how attractive I was before when I had hair? I'm very realistic person and I want honest realistic responses.
Also I want to thank the positive people this community. You helped me so much before and were a huge place for me to vent. Bless your souls
I'm determined to win this battle and live a normal life. I don't suffer from depression anymore and I'm months from graduating nursing school with a job lined up that will pay me really well. I haven't given up despite me being 5'6. I never had been one to swallow in pity and I'm determined to beat this. My biggest concern is being able to find a girlfriend as i'm sure most of us are. I don't want a complete babe but an average women that is healthy and also has some stuff going for her. I know when I had hair that was a possibility despite my height. I'm motivated to be the best version of myself and that includes whatever that means regarding my hair. I want to add i'm 24 years old and I don't want a fresh 19 year old anymore. I want a mature woman that is average and healthy and has mutual interests. I'm attaching pics of myself. The one in my scrubs was when I could grow it out a little but it looks like sh*t when I do it now, so the other ones show the length it is now. Should I accept the hair loss and keep buzzing? Or should I try a hair system knowing how attractive I was before when I had hair? I'm very realistic person and I want honest realistic responses.
Also I want to thank the positive people this community. You helped me so much before and were a huge place for me to vent. Bless your souls