Hey everyone,
I haven't been here in a while, but I thought it'd be a good time to come back. I suppose this will be a "story" thread, but what I really hope is that I'm going to get some advice on where to go from here. It's been 1.5 years since I started dealing with hair loss, and I'm not in a very good spot right now. Here's a point-by-point "recap" of my journey so far... I'd really appreciate it if you read it and gave me some feedback.
- I began to lose my hair when I was a sophomore in high school. I started growing my hair out a bit longer back then and after a while I began to notice that my bangs weren't really coming together very well. It was still a rather managable Norwood 2 though, so I didn't think too much of it. Then senior year came, and around the time I hit 17 my hair began to rapidly detiriorate into a Norwood 3. This really hit me hard, and I'm sure a lot of you can relate. I'm not gonna describe all the bad memories and experience, but I became very self-conscious and insecure about my physical appearance. As a result I feel like I didn't mature into the confident individual I otherwise could have coming out of high school.
- Going away to college, I discovered hairlosstalk and quickly got on the Big 3. It was a rough first month or so, but results definitely came. I went from a very noticeable Norwood 3 back to a nice Norwood 2. Those of you that've had some success can probably relate with me here too... I stopped wearing hats all the time, started feeling a lot better about myself and was able to style my hair in ways I had long abandonned. This worked well for about 9-12 months...
My early gains on the Big 3
- Around the end of last summer, I let go of liquid rogaine and switched to rogaine foam. I didn't suddenly lose all my gains, but the picture became considerably less rosy after that. My hair got to the point where, even if I wasn't embarassed to go out hatless in public, it simply wasn't something I could feel good about anymore. So I decided to try something new and shaved my head. In some ways, I really like liked it, but for the most part it just wasn't a good look for me. I'm pretty lanky, still very young (19.5) and live in a youth culture where hair is very important... while I really hope that someday I might be able to pull it off better (maybe when I study abroad, or get around to bulking up), right now it just isn't (/wasn't) congruent w/ my image or lifestyle.
- Under normal conditions I would've just tried to ride things out on the Big 3, but the real disaster stuck when (after a very brief pause) I got back on propecia. I was hit hard by a very, very bad depression that came out of nowhere. It was like nothing I had ever experienced before, and I'm almost certain that it was a propecia side-effect. I quickly stopped taking propecia, and now some 3 and a half months later I'm finally more or less back to normal.
- The good news is that, in the meanwhile, I discovered Toppik. I really can't say enough good things about this product - it's really changed my life in the past two months or so. I went from being very frustrated with how my hair looked to being self-confident and happy about it. This has really rubbed off on the rest of my life... I can tell that I'm becoming more confident in general, and I'm noticing more and more cute girls showing an interest in me or checking me out. After a few months off of the Big 3, thinning has returned but it still isn't horrible and the toppik covers it.
My hair with a healthy dose of Toppik... you can see why I'd like to keep it.
So where's the problem? Here's the problem I'm facing now:
I'm not really doing anything to stop the thinning, and if I don't do anything then I'm sure my hairline will get destroyed again. I don't need a Norwood 1 with Toppik - something around a Norwood 2 is perfectly fine. But I'm scared that if my hair keeps up its freefall, even Toppik won't help me out. This is a very frightening thought... maybe sometime in the not-too-distantfuture I can think of permanently rocking the shaved-head look for a few years until hair cloning's 2012 ETA, but now is definitely not the time (the advice I've gotten from friends who've lived through my shaved phase has been overwhelmingly negative or ambivalent).
At the same time, the last thing I want is for my depression to return. As much as I want to keep my hair, nothing is worth living life like that, devoid of joy and staring into the void. I need to know what I can do besides risking propecia again? I have some money in the bank right now, and I'm thinking about Revivogen... is this a good idea? And if so, what could I combine it with? Should I get back on rogaine alongside it? A laser-comb? Really guys, I'm looking for any non-propecia alternative that will just help me keep the hair I have now for as long as possible. A little bit of regrowth along the temples would be a nice benefit, but at this point I'm really not about to be picky about it.
Any help would be greatly appreciated.
I haven't been here in a while, but I thought it'd be a good time to come back. I suppose this will be a "story" thread, but what I really hope is that I'm going to get some advice on where to go from here. It's been 1.5 years since I started dealing with hair loss, and I'm not in a very good spot right now. Here's a point-by-point "recap" of my journey so far... I'd really appreciate it if you read it and gave me some feedback.
- I began to lose my hair when I was a sophomore in high school. I started growing my hair out a bit longer back then and after a while I began to notice that my bangs weren't really coming together very well. It was still a rather managable Norwood 2 though, so I didn't think too much of it. Then senior year came, and around the time I hit 17 my hair began to rapidly detiriorate into a Norwood 3. This really hit me hard, and I'm sure a lot of you can relate. I'm not gonna describe all the bad memories and experience, but I became very self-conscious and insecure about my physical appearance. As a result I feel like I didn't mature into the confident individual I otherwise could have coming out of high school.
- Going away to college, I discovered hairlosstalk and quickly got on the Big 3. It was a rough first month or so, but results definitely came. I went from a very noticeable Norwood 3 back to a nice Norwood 2. Those of you that've had some success can probably relate with me here too... I stopped wearing hats all the time, started feeling a lot better about myself and was able to style my hair in ways I had long abandonned. This worked well for about 9-12 months...
My early gains on the Big 3
- Around the end of last summer, I let go of liquid rogaine and switched to rogaine foam. I didn't suddenly lose all my gains, but the picture became considerably less rosy after that. My hair got to the point where, even if I wasn't embarassed to go out hatless in public, it simply wasn't something I could feel good about anymore. So I decided to try something new and shaved my head. In some ways, I really like liked it, but for the most part it just wasn't a good look for me. I'm pretty lanky, still very young (19.5) and live in a youth culture where hair is very important... while I really hope that someday I might be able to pull it off better (maybe when I study abroad, or get around to bulking up), right now it just isn't (/wasn't) congruent w/ my image or lifestyle.
- Under normal conditions I would've just tried to ride things out on the Big 3, but the real disaster stuck when (after a very brief pause) I got back on propecia. I was hit hard by a very, very bad depression that came out of nowhere. It was like nothing I had ever experienced before, and I'm almost certain that it was a propecia side-effect. I quickly stopped taking propecia, and now some 3 and a half months later I'm finally more or less back to normal.
- The good news is that, in the meanwhile, I discovered Toppik. I really can't say enough good things about this product - it's really changed my life in the past two months or so. I went from being very frustrated with how my hair looked to being self-confident and happy about it. This has really rubbed off on the rest of my life... I can tell that I'm becoming more confident in general, and I'm noticing more and more cute girls showing an interest in me or checking me out. After a few months off of the Big 3, thinning has returned but it still isn't horrible and the toppik covers it.
My hair with a healthy dose of Toppik... you can see why I'd like to keep it.
So where's the problem? Here's the problem I'm facing now:
I'm not really doing anything to stop the thinning, and if I don't do anything then I'm sure my hairline will get destroyed again. I don't need a Norwood 1 with Toppik - something around a Norwood 2 is perfectly fine. But I'm scared that if my hair keeps up its freefall, even Toppik won't help me out. This is a very frightening thought... maybe sometime in the not-too-distantfuture I can think of permanently rocking the shaved-head look for a few years until hair cloning's 2012 ETA, but now is definitely not the time (the advice I've gotten from friends who've lived through my shaved phase has been overwhelmingly negative or ambivalent).
At the same time, the last thing I want is for my depression to return. As much as I want to keep my hair, nothing is worth living life like that, devoid of joy and staring into the void. I need to know what I can do besides risking propecia again? I have some money in the bank right now, and I'm thinking about Revivogen... is this a good idea? And if so, what could I combine it with? Should I get back on rogaine alongside it? A laser-comb? Really guys, I'm looking for any non-propecia alternative that will just help me keep the hair I have now for as long as possible. A little bit of regrowth along the temples would be a nice benefit, but at this point I'm really not about to be picky about it.
Any help would be greatly appreciated.