I've been using toppik hair fibers to conceal the loss on my scalp, which has worked pretty well for me so far. The other day I saw the back of my head for the first time in a while, and I was horrified to see that there were visible parts of my scalp (close to the top). Now I can't stop thinking about how many people must have seen it... I'm really hoping it doesn't look as bad in real life as it does in photos. I'm not sure how to hide it since it's difficult to apply toppik in an area I can't see well. Maybe I should buy a big handheld mirror to help see the area better? I'm also planning to invest in a topper so I don't have to deal with this every morning, but until I do are there any recommendations?