no lol not personal
my dick didnt shrink or anything
my sex drive was actually higher on the drug. similar to poor buckthorn and his non stop boners
i just felt unwell. its hard to put into words. constant state of brain fog, depression. couldnt think straight. it was awful
the shift in hormones just didnt sit right with me.
when i stopped the drug, i would go through phases where my hormones would normalize for a while then go back to sh*t again. it was like night and day. it was tangible. sometimes i could literally feel my hormones go back into alignment on the spot. depression instantly gone, sleep instantly amazing, brain fog instantly gone, personality back, libido back. it was instant. everything felt in sync again. and i could feel it. after a year of feeling unwell, those moments felt amazing. i felt like myself again. i know i must sound nuts to you guys (similar to buckthorn and his scalp sh*t). but thats how it felt
thats what guys here dont get. and the guys on pfs forums do. you have shifted your hormonal balance and everything is just 'off'. and its a f*****g awful place to be.
really does feel like your being poisoned.