I Wonder Why Haven't I Killed Myself Yet.

[Stanx22]

How about guys with no legs / arms / disfigured... Blind..

As long as your have your health your good, and I think my body is healthy and strong as well but its far from it! When I work out and eat right and focus I feel amazing, and trust me I aint no catch of the day myself!

End of the day there's loads of people with issues mate, it is what it is, I was so parrow with hair loss and I still am scared even though I have wispy hair waving around on my head. Im still in denial and want to keep my hair, but I know my days are numbered. What am I gonna do? Kill myself or shave that b**ch off and move on. Obviously il explore other treatments hair transplants, prp treatments etc etc... But if they fail well yeah then f*** it its over!

Whatever happens happens, you cant dwell on it, and yeah basic law of attraction what you think you become and you will attract into your life, do yourself a favour and buy a copy of the secret.

I won't kill myself. And the law of attraction is a myth there's no superpowers to attract thing to your life there's only reality. Most of my problems are physical and i have to live with them till i die the law of attraction if it even exists will be useless for me. And i'm ready to sacrifice one of my arms if it means that my problems will be solved.

 

[Stanx22]

dante is genuine great guy

Yeah man i really admire him he doesn't deserve the life he has and we also don't deserve our shitty lives, but we're just too unfortunate.

 

[Stanx22]

cope

you can shave it off as you said and "move on" but you will be a cripple in looks department

I've decided already that i'll live like a hermit. I'll go to work, return home, do nothing, sleep, go to work again until i die. I bet i'll die soon from depression and boredom and isolation.

 

[hollow11]

My family loves me, but they don't care about these things. They think that i'm a pussy and need to man up because society expects men to have no feelings.

I feel you on that part, my dad could be called an actual modern viking. His son not being manly is not an option, plus every struggle I have is no big deal, because men don't b**ch about "meaningless things".

Damn, yeah my doctor was a proper knob he told me at age 14 this is just cosmetic.. Im 27 so I dunno I shall try pull ups and swimming hopefully it helps

It surely will, wont cover it up 100% but it will be impossible to notice for other people. I've fixed it completely but my body was still growing so that played a big factor.

 

[JeanLucBB]

^ seriously though, you should talk with someone about it. Having suicide thoughts is not something you should hide from your loved ones. Things wont always be as bad, so try thinking about your future that might and most likely will be brighter.

@Nick1990 I used to have that dent as well, i've overcome it with a lot of swimming and bench press/dips.
Did yours improve?

Loved ones for the most part don't give a flying f***. Everyone is replaceable and most who have it better would rather avoid misery and miserable people.

 

[IggyPop]

Physically : My face has black acne that hasn't gone for 10 years now, crooked teeth, asymmetrical face, big forehead, receding hairline, thinning hair, terrible head shape so i can't shave my head.

Crooked teeth can be fixed with braces, this will most likely also improve the asymmetrical face. And for fighting hairloss you have found the right place

 

[hollow11]

Loved ones for the most part don't give a flying f***. Everyone is replaceable and most who have it better would rather avoid misery and miserable people.

You're quite the repulsive guy, no wonder people avoid you.. all your posts are like this, you don't even think before writing stuff. This dude is going through hard times and you're saying his loved ones might not give a f*** about him. I have no sympathy for people like you..

 

[JeanLucBB]

You're quite the repulsive guy, no wonder people avoid you.. all your posts are like this, you don't even think before writing stuff. This dude is going through hard times and you're saying his loved ones might not give a f*** about him. I have no sympathy for people like you..

Your posts are some of the most mentally juvenile sh*t I've seen on this forum, your stupidity is at least twice as repulsive. I root smarter, more attractive women than you and more often, I'm more intelligent than you, and I probably earn more than you. Eat my sh*t mate.

No one gives a f*** about your delusional dipshit false reality in the real world.

 

[Crystalclear12]

Your posts are some of the most mentally juvenile sh*t I've seen on this forum, your stupidity is at least twice as repulsive. I root smarter, more attractive women than you and more often, I'm more intelligent than you, and I probably earn more than you. Eat my sh*t mate.

No one gives a f*** about your delusional dipshit false reality in the real world.

Strong delusions.

 

[Stanx22]

Strong delusions.

What he said was true tho. No one gives a f*** about anyone anymore.

 

[hollow11]

Your posts are some of the most mentally juvenile sh*t I've seen on this forum, your stupidity is at least twice as repulsive. I root smarter, more attractive women than you and more often, I'm more intelligent than you, and I probably earn more than you. Eat my sh*t mate.

No one gives a f*** about your delusional dipshit false reality in the real world.

yeah, this post proves your intellectual superiority

 

[pegasus2]

You live in a third world country, but you have a computer and broadband. You're rich, dude, f*** hair.

 

[Stanx22]

You live in a third world country, but you have a computer and broadband. You're rich, dude, f*** hair.

I'm not that rich, but f*** money anyways and most people here have computer and broadband and money the third world is not as you think it is.

 

[Afro_Vacancy]

This is getting ridiculous. It has been less than 2 weeks since i posted my first thread and since then my hair have been thinning rapidly. It's too fast and unbelievable. I'm now going through the first stages of diffuse thinning. Good to be one of the few ones who become Norwood 7 by 19. Why the f*** does this happen to me i never wanted to be bald, but at least after the university why do i have to be bald at 19 or 20 i have enough shitty genetics to care about already, but no that's not enough i have to be completely bald by 19 and stay in my house forever like a hideous monster. I'm too depressed that i have no sex drive now, i have no emotions, i have no soul, i have nothing inside me just emptiness and despair. I'm actually surprised that i can endure this and cope with it because my life and problems no sane human being in his 20's or 30's can endure only a few. I know what will happen i'll get called whiny little sl*t who complains and can't shut the f*** up, but i don't give a f*** because i have every right to complain.

Physically : My face has black acne that hasn't gone for 10 years now, crooked teeth, asymmetrical face, big forehead, receding hairline, thinning hair, terrible head shape so i can't shave my head.
My physique : I'm too short with very short, very tiny little hands and feet and very short fingers, very short arms and legs and very long torso and long neck, skinny-fat body type. Everyone tells me that i look like a midget because of my physique and i walk like them.

Socially : I have 0 friends and live in a third world country and all my life i've been bullied and hated since i was born no matter what i do or say i'll be hated if i'm good or bad funny or not i'm automatically hated there's no point in trying anymore. I live like a hermit now i don't ever leave my room. And the girlfriend thing is out of the question i've never talked to a girl and never will because i'll be never be good enough or normal i have to accept loneliness and live with it because i have no choice.

Mentally : Depression since i was 14, BDD, OCD, Depersonalization, terrible brain fog for 10 months now makes me unable to focus on anything or concentrate and shitty memory that sometimes i can't remember what i was thinking 5 seconds ago and i have to study 10x more than the average student so i can remember the information i've studied. Even intelligence the only good trait that i possessed once has been taken from me by brain fog and the shitty memory, so i have nothing now. I'm completely worthless subhuman.

All of these things aren't enough i have to be slick bald by 19 or 20 so the misery will be maximum. I wish i could cry, but i can't even cry because i don't feel anything i'm incapable of feeling anything. What a sad existence that i have.

First, I want to thank you for sharing all of that. It takes a lot of courage to open up about all of that because it requires you to acknowledge it, and it requires you to deal with the reality that people will use it against you. Your post shows a few good traits: self awareness, a willingness to hear feedback, and ability to ignore the threat of harmful feedback. You are doing all of that at a relatively young age, so I commend you.

Complaining in real life is bad -- you're very right about that. It's ok to complain here. Lots of people complain -- I'm one of them

For the acne, I have finally found a regimen that works for me after fifteen years of nothing working. It's a combination of oral docycycline (twice a day) with a cream of adapalene + benzoic acid. In the shower I also apply salicylic acid + coal tar and leave it on for a few minutes. I've seen a dramatic reduction in my acne.

For crooked teeth, I've been on invisalign for three months now. That sh*t works.

For mental health, can you get help?

 

[Crystalclear12]

I'm not that rich, but f*** money anyways and most people here have computer and broadband and money the third world is not as you think it is.

I'm not trying the be a d*ck to you or dismiss your thoughts, but you're only 17 and think you have the world figured out. I can guarantee you you'll think different at 21, 24, and 27

 

[Afro_Vacancy]

I'm not trying the be a d*ck to you or dismiss your thoughts, but you're only 17 and think you have the world figured out. I can guarantee you you'll think different at 21, 24, and 27

But don't many guys think they know everything at 17?

 

[Crystalclear12]

But don't many guys think they know everything at 17?

Of course. I'm just telling him he'll think differently later in life

 

[Stanx22]

I'm not trying the be a d*ck to you or dismiss your thoughts, but you're only 17 and think you have the world figured out. I can guarantee you you'll think different at 21, 24, and 27

And i can also guarantee you that age doesn't mean any sh*t.

 

[Crystalclear12]

And i can also guarantee you that age doesn't mean any sh*t.

Lol ok buddy. I'm only 27 and went through it, but u know. Just think when I started taking finasteride you were a 10 year old with a bed time. What do I know though, you're right lmao

 

[Stanx22]

Lol ok buddy. I'm only 27 and went through it, but u know. Just think when I started taking finasteride you were a 10 year old with a bed time. What do I know though, you're right lmao

If you really have that much knowledge then why you have too many dislikes ?