I've been in the midst of a "depressive spiral" since i've started balding and especially after i've started reading this forum (well, to be accurate it's not exactly depression since i almost never feel sad, anger is ephemeral and usually vanishes out after some moments of meditation. Precisely, it's a kind of neutral hopeless state), it's like i just wanna get an immediate confirmation that i've lost all my chances with girls. The problem is that, miraculously only a few girls notices i'm balding, fewer care. So now i'm stuck within the boundaries of the spiral, always coming in and out and tasting the two kinds of suffering, worst IMO than the slow ineluctable yielding to the negative stream.