I'll accept the fact I am balding and there's nothing I can do to stop it now because it's heriditary. But I will not resort to looking older than 40 at age 22. Life could be worse, but I don't know why this is killing me when it shouldn't. It didn't hurt my balding relatives, but for me it does.
I started a regimen now with Nizoral 1%, Tom Hagerty's scalp exercises and trying some natural products on my head. I'm losing my patience, I've been checking this forum a lot and I don't know why my hair loss has been controlling me. I'm checking the mirrors to see if it looks good. It's taking over my life when I have college to finish.
In some lights, I look thin in front. But in huge lights, I can see the horseshoe pattern developing. Sometimes I wonder why I'm doing the regimen. The razor may have to come soon. I've lost patience.
I feel down all the time. Gene Therapy probably will be availible when I'm 70 and Hair Multiplication will come when I'm a Norwood 7 in 5 years.
Acceptance is the next step unless I win the lottery. Then I can help fund research to bring the next best treatments
When I can get my hair back, I'll find every person who made fun of my hair loss and kick them square in the nuts.