This post just sums up your borderline psychopathic tendencies.
You can agree (I assume) on the effects of hairloss and that it can push men into depression and even suicide BUT you can't fathom that a man losing his sexual function because of side effects from a drug to have the same mental effects?
Yes even if that man has a family, this could still push a man into suicide. I know you do not value sex but try to imagine what a healthy male goes through when losing one if not the most pleasurable thing on this earth.
Also 1 pill can be enough to disrupt the endocrine system, it does not need accumulation before men notice side effects. Me personally I had ball ache after 1 week of taking the pills, it did go away after a few weeks, months (and came back much later though). The human body is not the same for everyone, some like OP could be very sensitive to endocrine disruptions, this is quite logical.
Btw, I noticed you stopped promoting (as far as I noticed) your hormone therapy, so I hope others will leave you alone. If not contact the mods.