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I’ll give you one thing man, you have some thick skin. The amount of sh*t people give you around here is off the charts, but to my knowledge you’ve never blown up on anyone regardless of their dismissing your claims or insulting you personally.
I admit that I had my doubts for quite some time with regard to whether you were even thinning, but I think it’s clear now that you are and yet you still get sh*t on constantly. I do think you have some level of BDD going down, (though nowhere near Northface’s level), that makes you see something worse than what is actually occurring and that you have engineered yourself into a sh*t position with too many medications and the panic induced by a situation you have no control over.
I do hope you find something that works, but I think the key to that is going to be reducing your intake to only 1-2 things and stick with it for at least 6 months if not a year. Start up, keep your head buzzed, then evaluate after a few months. It will be hard as sh*t, but I think it’s your best shot.
The guy really does get too much hate. I think that the first two years of this thread have had the unfortunate effect of rolling over into the third. While it’s true that there was nothing there during the former period and so call outs were inevitable and justified, the past year has changed that. His loss is obvious at this point. It’s not as bad as he thinks it is, but it is definitely noticeable and progressing.
I too admire his ability to stay cool, civil, and decent in interactions with those who don’t do the same for him.