partly yes i know my ocd is taking over but partly my mind is playing tricks with me even if i'm asleep i've bad nightmares with horrible scenarios. My dad (frence men) has at the front a norwood 3 and at the back a nw4, so my anxiety is not coming from nowhere as i'm 26 now. But my maternal grandfather has a juvenile hairline, he was asian. My brother is 27 years old and has a little thinning at front but i'm not certainly sure but he just doesn't look asian and has a full grown beard and stuff. But i have like my maternal father no beard or chess hair or any of that, but still i think we are thinning the same, my brother and i.
I've to say that i was on ssri antipsychotics and stuff like diazepam for like 8 years, i'm living in major stress for maybe 10 years.. december '11 the big stress was upon me and i tried to suicide with my medications on a high dose, there for i landed in the hospital. I don't know if this could cause Telogen Effluvium but ssri caused folliculitis for a long time, i know that for sure. In april my life just collapsed when somebody i loved died. I quite with all the medication dry turkey and began to go to the gym ocd-style.. i had a bad/not enough diet and lost 35 pounds in 6/7 weeks. I still don't know if this all can cause Telogen Effluvium. Then the Telogen Effluvium kicked in, maybe it was present longer but i noticed it just then. In the gym i could grab like 30/40 hairs from the back of my head like it was nothing.. My docter sad to me i was going to be bald and wear a cap. months i suffered from agressive Telogen Effluvium maybe 200 hairs lost a day. Sep '12 This all was to much for me, just to much and i taken the second overdosis, but this time, higher and with propranolol/bloodpressure medication. Now i think i'm going trough a second Telogen Effluvium shed but not as agressive as the first one. The last overdose caused me to have drug induced lupus and i'm at home alone for like 4 1/2 months like prison. I've seen nobody just my parents come 1 time in 2 weeks bring food. I'm oftenly think to try a third suicide but this time i've enough medication for me not to survive. I'm freaking alone.. that's why i come to you guys for help. I hope you understand me. thanks