ChromusDomus
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Roaming around the internet....bored of the usual things....u know, p**rn, world events, videos of idiots, etc.....i decided to actually look into this thing i'm afflicted with. You know what I found? Not a whole hell of a lot. Let me give you some background info.....I'm 25 years old.....hair left my world at the age of 7....thats right....baldness at 7....and thats bald all over by the way. I'm stressed out, neurotic, and shy as all hell. All of my relationships with women have all crashed and burned....pretty much due to my complete uneasiness with myself. And when I actually find myself in a relationship, its almost always completely sexual....never goes deeper...I could never allow that to happen. I generally have a bad attitude....except when I'm self medicated, i.e. stoned or drunk. I feel out of place in most social circles and I cant go anywhere without my protective covering.....my hat.
I really cant even express how shitty it is to find as little as i did in the way of alopecia info. It seem very little study has been done on alopecia universalis. And most of the reports are of the....it could be this, it could be that type. Not very helpful. I dont even know what it was i was looking for...just something, u know? I accepted my life and my situation a long time ago but that does not make it any easier to live this life in this situation. Eighteen years and still the medical advice remains the same....get a wig (ok, and what about the rest of my body?), wear a hat (check), and finally...deal with it. This isnt a life threatening disease and I understand that....so funding for research isnt exactly pouring out of peoples pockets.....I understand this.....but the least these fuckers could do is show a little effort. Show me something! Some progress! Fine, a cure is probably impossible...especially for universalis....but how bout just finding out why......why did this fall on me?
I really cant even express how shitty it is to find as little as i did in the way of alopecia info. It seem very little study has been done on alopecia universalis. And most of the reports are of the....it could be this, it could be that type. Not very helpful. I dont even know what it was i was looking for...just something, u know? I accepted my life and my situation a long time ago but that does not make it any easier to live this life in this situation. Eighteen years and still the medical advice remains the same....get a wig (ok, and what about the rest of my body?), wear a hat (check), and finally...deal with it. This isnt a life threatening disease and I understand that....so funding for research isnt exactly pouring out of peoples pockets.....I understand this.....but the least these fuckers could do is show a little effort. Show me something! Some progress! Fine, a cure is probably impossible...especially for universalis....but how bout just finding out why......why did this fall on me?