Recent content by Tom155

UPDATE: Docs just submitted the research grant application for my situation, basing the grant application off of donor cell chimerism, since this is a hot topic right now, it's likely the grant proposal will get accepted, or so my docs hope :). Should know in a few weeks! With this...

Who is BBSA?

I don't really mind, these are anonymous web forums. There's a reason they are anonymous. But seriously, I just looked through that forum, plastic surgery without changing your genes? Are you serious? Talk about living a lie, what happens when you pass on your inferior genes? You can't "mask"...

As I will, over the next 6 months (if I don't die, in which case, don't do what I did). I'll update my journey as I complete each procedure.

Thanks mate, I'll keep everyone updated with my progress if I don't die.

I'd say a 1 before and after... eeeeeh... give it a 1.

Read my previous posts, I pretty much outlined the entire process.

...what part of my solution was science fiction? How is this not feasible. Every part of this process (albeit not combined) has been tested upon animals with great success. - - - Updated - - - You could very easily, if we KNEW what the **** this damn gene was. Seeing as it's likely a...

Good to know, need some outside perspective, my mindset is pretty f*cked about this whole situation. What do YOU suggest I do?

Sorry, snapped. Well, need to look forward now. My plans for the next year involve slowly destroying the cells in my body with "suicide plasmid" gene therapy and then reinjecting in cultured iPS stem cells from a more suitable, superior genetic specimen. This has been shown to replace the old...

Sorry, it was just something about the way you wrote it... kind of nonchalantly... just made my blood boil and made me ****ing snap. I snap pretty easily nowadays.

Thanks man, means a lot to know that someone else knows at least mildly what this is like. No greater pain on earth than despising yourself. Might PM you, how'd you deal with it? No, believe me, I understood very clearly what you said. It's so easy for you isn't it? "Go get a hobby, keep...

"Thats life im afraid" Are you fking kidding me? This is not life you prick. Hobbies? Get out of here, I've got a god damn breathing tube. Took 'em for a while, didn't really do much for me. I'm not clinically depressed, and as such I don't really get a "boost" from antidepressants, so I...

Why'd you upgrade to topical bimatoprost? Was minoxidil not doing it's job for you?

Sorry about posting this thread all, I just needed to vent. Kept it in for a long, long time and online is the only place I can anonymously "let it out". I plan over the next year to, as I said before, slowly destroy my body and replace it with cells of someone with great genetics, effectively...