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I know that i'm not a top-tier poster to deserve a thread for saying goodbye, yet here i am doing it so bare with me.
When i first discovered this community, not gonna lie i was only interested in new research section, i was fool enough to join the hype train and think that a cure is around the corner and maybe i'll get to keep my hair after all. Eventhough all my life i haven't had the best of hairs i know now how foolish it was to think that. When i finally realised that the road is still long, i started exploring other sections : Impact, general... and that's where i found some of the most beautiful disturbed minds i've came across in my whole internet life: Intelligent reflexions, sharp sens of humour & above all well educated people sharing their stories and experiences all of which were a blast to read. I've learned a lot from you since i've been here and i also tried my best to give my humble perspective on things, this constant diverse opinions battles is what makes this community unique.
Recently i've made a thread about me shaving my head, surprisingly all feedbacks were positive from you guys. I was starting to doubt everything i stood for including my opinion on hairloss : which is that hairloss won't change who i am. i have never adhered to this idea whether it's about my case or about hairloss in general, never looked on someone without hair and made fun of them or said bad things in my head or started imagining how miserable his life must be (actually when i do this it includes nw1 too) until i joined this community. I started profiling people in my life based on their genetics ffs. As interesting a discussion can be, there will always be a window for toxicity to flood the place, and that's where it's a red zone for me, i do realise that i might have also contributed to spreading negative stuff which is partially why i'm deciding to retire from this, and i'm not criticizing anyone it's a good thing to face reality how it is the problem is when you start living by those thoughts as your standards.
I'm not quitting this place because i'm done with hairloss, or because i chose to adopt the shaved style, i'll keep fighting to the last strand of hair left on my head. i'm doing so because i became so attached to this place that everything i read in here unconsciously interfers with my behavior and thinking and after more than a year i can clearly see that now. I need to go back to the old me the guy who's mind was always positive (i guess we call that now a bluepiller).
Special thanks to @JeanLucBB for the long useless funny fights we've had it was a blast
@sunchyme1 definetly funniest mod out there
@Hate da Bt love you booboo, gonna miss your dislikes & weird private conversations
@Georgie keep fighting, but you already won
@Fuji Maru Kagurazaka and @That Guy fuk u both (jk)
I wish to all of you a prosperous, long & joyfull road.
When i first discovered this community, not gonna lie i was only interested in new research section, i was fool enough to join the hype train and think that a cure is around the corner and maybe i'll get to keep my hair after all. Eventhough all my life i haven't had the best of hairs i know now how foolish it was to think that. When i finally realised that the road is still long, i started exploring other sections : Impact, general... and that's where i found some of the most beautiful disturbed minds i've came across in my whole internet life: Intelligent reflexions, sharp sens of humour & above all well educated people sharing their stories and experiences all of which were a blast to read. I've learned a lot from you since i've been here and i also tried my best to give my humble perspective on things, this constant diverse opinions battles is what makes this community unique.
Recently i've made a thread about me shaving my head, surprisingly all feedbacks were positive from you guys. I was starting to doubt everything i stood for including my opinion on hairloss : which is that hairloss won't change who i am. i have never adhered to this idea whether it's about my case or about hairloss in general, never looked on someone without hair and made fun of them or said bad things in my head or started imagining how miserable his life must be (actually when i do this it includes nw1 too) until i joined this community. I started profiling people in my life based on their genetics ffs. As interesting a discussion can be, there will always be a window for toxicity to flood the place, and that's where it's a red zone for me, i do realise that i might have also contributed to spreading negative stuff which is partially why i'm deciding to retire from this, and i'm not criticizing anyone it's a good thing to face reality how it is the problem is when you start living by those thoughts as your standards.
I'm not quitting this place because i'm done with hairloss, or because i chose to adopt the shaved style, i'll keep fighting to the last strand of hair left on my head. i'm doing so because i became so attached to this place that everything i read in here unconsciously interfers with my behavior and thinking and after more than a year i can clearly see that now. I need to go back to the old me the guy who's mind was always positive (i guess we call that now a bluepiller).
Special thanks to @JeanLucBB for the long useless funny fights we've had it was a blast
@sunchyme1 definetly funniest mod out there
@Hate da Bt love you booboo, gonna miss your dislikes & weird private conversations
@Georgie keep fighting, but you already won
@Fuji Maru Kagurazaka and @That Guy fuk u both (jk)
I wish to all of you a prosperous, long & joyfull road.
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