sometimes i feel life would be better without me

shaf

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I don't know if anyone feels like this but i don't feel like there is anything worth living for anymore. I'm not saying i'm going to commit suicide so don't freak out. My life has just been ravished by hair loss. I mean i'm only 24 and i feel like a old man. I'm a nw5 or nw6 at 24! talk about bad luck
I took propecia for a while but it fucked me up with permanent side effects. I keep getting fatigued, tired and no libido/sex drive. I wouldn't mind being bald but I have a huge head. I wear a size 7 3/4 hat talk about huge. I can't go around with my bald head so i wear hats everywhere. people used to crack jokes about my head or always say i had a big head. It destroyed me inside. I am just so depressed as i'm so young and i feel like my youth is disappearing.
I can't go around without a hat because people would make fun or stare at my large head. i'm still in school and that isn't going to well with the fatigue from propecia. I quit propecia btw. I don't know what the point of life is anymore.
I mean i'm not very attractive and my hair was one of my best features. I don't have a job or don't feel like working because of being bald. I just can't face people being bald. I think they would give me a weird look or be turned off. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so lost and confused.
 

DonaldAnderson

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Pull yourself together. Live to the max or do not live at all. But yeah my life is pretty screwed up.
 
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