I find a number of things wrong with your posts friend.
1) you come to a hairloss site to seek advice for what sounds like a very serious MEDICAL condition. We are not doctors. We use google and our own anecdotal experiences to answer your questions. Do the right thing and seek medical help.
2) you come to this forum begging for advice, but you simply disregard every piece of advice or support that anyone gives you. You do this by stating you have tried it, or you attack the idea and criticize it. These behaviors influence members of the boards to lose patience with you, and in turn they become easily frustrated with you.
3) As a mental health professional, I can tell you that your mental stability should be questioned. By no means do I want to downplay your feelings, as I do believe your feelings of depression are real. But regardless of the cause (whether it's from finasteride or from you overwhelmingly negative thought process), you should seek mental health services to address it.
4) The decision to cut off your own penis is extreme. Similarly, this idea stems from your heightened emotional state; as it is irrational and impulsive. Don't make such decisions based on emotion.
Here is a simple example of how you are acting. Hopefully, you will be able to see how irrational your thought process is. If you think I would be making the right decisions in this example, then I highly suggest you reevaluate your problems solving skills:
Let's say I hurt my arm. Instead of going to the doctor, I join a "yahoo" chat site to diagnose my my injury. Some people tell me I'm fine, and others tell me it is broken. I continue to do my own research on the web, and in doing so I find numerous articles related to arm injuries. Of course, many of these articles and posts are extreme cases, as that is often the trend of reporting on mass media. As a result, I start to believe that I have some serious arm issue, and the only way to solve it is to cut off my arm. Again, instead of seeking the guidance of a medical profession I continue to post to yahoo asking if I should cut my arm off.
**sounds kind of....silly ya?
