You're one of those guys. You worry about everything. Why not just do the problem rationally and STFU? You say you learned a lot in your years of training, but you clearly didn't. You're getting a lot wrong. Honestly, finasteride isn't your problem. You have deep psychological problems. You're actually considering a penis transplant. Do you realize that this isn't normal? Don't you think you should try other things first? Maybe you have an issue due to all of the steroids you did.