So i'm 33, i know there are ppl here younger than me, but it still scares the sh*t out of me. As you can clearly see, i'm balding. It was a shock, as none of my close relatives has experienced it. I am not saying this because i hope you will say "maybe it's just that", it's clearly male pattern baldness, sides and back are still fine. I am a heavy alcolohic with eating disorders, Asperger syndrome, and just some stuff i can't explain. I want to fight my way out of it so bad, and now this is happening. Really really heartwrenching. And i know my head shape is not ideal, internet learned me this already...i just wanna kill myself.