Thanks for the words of encouragment,i needed it.
Ive been going bald for at least a year now and im only 17 and 3 months at the minute.If you think its as easily fixed as getting muscular,being rich etc then your just being ignorant.Also your probably around 25+.Ever seen any normal looking balding teens?.Being cursed so young means it is a disease which effects every part of your life,and the fact that i have to go into school and constantly think woah dont really wanna go outside and play some football with the rest of the guys cause its really windy or raining (thus exposing my hairloss),dont want every1 to know im a balding freak do i?Then theres the jealousy factor of every1 else with their perfect hair complaining about some tiny insignificant problem like some girl and im sat there listening thinking if you want a problem try hairloss.Teenage girls are not attracted to balding teens,sorry you can be as muscular and as tanned as you want,but you'll still look like sh*t,at my age anyway.Then theres the cliche which everyone has which applies to me before also:i was the complete opposite of everything i am now.That entire world has crumbled in the space of 2 years,and because im so young it means if i go on propecia i wont fully develop so ill be a child forever.Fair enough i mite have hair but its the same type of problem in a new form.I just want to be normal,and have the things every1 else takes for granted.But thats not possible is it?,so what do i do:i can essentially close my eyes and try and say its not important,its not important which for some people may work but im acutely aware of how ignorant that is and the fact that everyone else will look at me,see my problem and therefore treat me differently.And then theres the thing that it is and will get worse and worse and worse.I still have another year of school before i go to university.Wtf am i going to do there?No doubt sit in my room and rub minoxidil and spironolactone on my head while every1 else heads out to enjoy myself.The fact is we live in a society based on superficiality.Im part of that society and i have a disease which makes me ugly therefore i have to suffer accordingly.It will only get better when i hit about 30 and others are in the same boat.At 17 its just me.