BadHairDecade said:losin_it said:[
Both of those cycles tell me you were uninformed on how to use the drugs
Maybe your right, but I was following training/eating advice of a guy who sounded just like you and competed.
This was the guy who's been doing steriods for years and convinced me it's no big deal. Basically a scum bag drug dealer..
I gained 30 lbs of muscle and I looked great. .I had a great time and felt invincable. I knew/know how to eat to gain mass and I was ready to compete.....Then coming off my second cycle I hit a severe depression, started having heart problems, nuts shrank, gyno. Then the guy who knew everything suddenly disappeared.
Shortly after I tried to take my own life. Survived, then my hair started to fall out. Only person in my family with hair loss is my Grandmother. Some people do fine with taking steriods I wasn't one of them.
The depression was so bad...I pushed away my band, girlfriend, relatives, missed my own sisters wedding.
I knew about all the other side effects and delt with them accordingly. I didn't know about the possibility of depression which is pretty common after you do a little research.
sorry but injecting testosterone in your *** is stupid and it's Illegal unless advised by a qualified physician which I'm pretty sure you're not.
call it complaining but I'm not the only one this has happened to.
Good post BHD -- thanks for the personal insight.
D.