I know and i understand you, the fact that you are aware of it and that you are not delusional and see it the way it is it's a good starting point... Nothing is impossible and everything starts with changing your mentality, with force... You control your brain, not the other way around, it's like the brain of a drug addict, your receptors are fucked because you kept them in this state for a long time and you have to reverse the process, it's all about molecules and receptors, it's all a f*****g chemical thing... You know what i do when i feel like the world is constraining me and can't take this sh*t society anymore ? I leave the internet for a while because i work a lot remote, mostly non-stop and book a trip for at least 3 days and disconnect from it all... I made a lot of random friends all over the world, through the internet also but in real life also, i visit a lot and enjoy life, talk to women even with the chance of getting rejected, i go swimming, i work out a lot, whatever the f*** makes me snap out of this state... You need to make your brain listen, he won't understand if you don't do nothing about it and just sit on forums and "cry" about it... Literally enjoy life the way it is, accept that this is the situation, do what you can and try to remain positive with all costs, no matter what others say or think... Pick up dermarolling, get on minoxidil, try finasteride if you are really that desperate and willing to risk permanent sides from it, i don't advise it but i also understand people who use it, in some way, but i understand, whatever you can and move on with your life staying as positive as you can... You deserve it like every other human being deserves it... And f*** social media, f*** instagram models, f*** the chads and f*** the incels, life goes on and nobody cares anyways, everything is passing, youth, beauty, we all are gonna end up some day in the same place and as i said, why not enjoy it until then... Maybe your not gonna get "Stacy" that the Chad next door will get but if you try hard enough maybe you will get something even better... Confidence and a positive and educated mind will achieve more than you will ever think... And yes, it's not easy, nothing good in this world is easy, there are some privileged people who get it easy yes, from money to women and so on but the rest have to earn it by different methods and it feels much rewarding anyways when you know that you gone through a lot of struggle and made it so far...
Don't let others life get you down, they are with nothing more special than you are, as you many times said it's a f*****g genetical lottery they don't have any merit in it, maybe just in maintaining it but that's kind of it... People are dumb and profit their conditions that they got without any merit ? Yes, they have done it from the start of time and will do it until it ends and there are a lot of shitty people on Earth but that's where the difference is and they can say what the f*** they want, except their looks and money they don't have sh*t, your more special and more smarter than them by far and that's whats supposed to motivate you achieving your real and true potential, that's how great people do great things, not by watching instagram all day and crying because other look the way they look and so on... Man up friend and smack yourself in the mirror after a good workout and say I CAN DO IT, I DESERVE IT and you really do i don't just say because i want to help because deep down inside i know it and you know it also that nobody will change you if you won't change yourself... The change comes from inside of each other and it always starts with you... Change yourself and everything around you will change also, from people to lifestyle, etc ... You can message me anytime if you want a friend or somebody to talk to and stay positive, better days will come on your alley also but you have to dream of them first, next to act about it and really want it, change that f*****g mentality and you will achieve things you never thought you will achieve, after a while you will say to yourself "f***, how much time i wasted, if i would have only believed in myself" !
I always had a desire to write and i wrote a lot in the last years, on the internet but not just and in some days when i am in the mood and relaxed after i wrote i was telling myself, f*** i am really good at this, but i got discouraged by a lot of people around me, by people on the internet that don't know sh*t about me, by people near me who were supposed to believe in me, i had also a bad period in life that changed me in ways i never thought it was possible and with all of that, out of nowhere i was contacted by a guy who saw some of my writings and he wants to make me a blog and finance me in writing on it, i could not believe my eyes when i saw and i still can't believe it, that's how people fucked up my confidence in me and the things i can do... Everything is possible mate you just have to want it real bad, believe in it and have patients and as Churchill said "If you're going through hell, keep going." You are gonna find the exist if you keep going that's for sure, everybody who wants it real bad does at some point, regardless of what they are going through! Of course like in any cases and situations there are the exceptions by different reasons but your not one of them!
I hope you appreciate me being sincere and understand that i don't have any interest in this and i usually don't let it all out on random internet forums but i really felt for you and you really seem like a smart guy and i was educated to help my brothers and sisters and i always did even if i got burned 10000000000000000 times for this, but it seems i never learned but in the same time i know that 10000000000 burn me and 1 understand so i hope you are that one ! Good luck and message me anytime if you want if you want somebody to talk too, i work a lot online and i will answer you when i can, if you feel the need of course !
