The negativity in your post disheartening. Buddy you think you're the only one in this world who is going bald? 8 in 10 men go bald in their lifetime and you're being so negative about it. Are you scared you won't get pussy for the rest of your life huh? Are you scared you won't be accepted? These are questions that you have planted inside your head which drive your low self-esteem. Money drives the world, not your hair. Stop being so negative about your situation and put some positiveness into your life. Committing Suicide? for hair? are you serious? there's more to your life than just hair, enjoy it, everyone goes through what you're going through and they don't commit suicide. Jesus you gotta get checked for depression or low self-esteem. Everyone goes bald, you just have to accept it.