I do enjoy my life almost 100% of the time as I have made a framework in my life with
people and activities that I truly appreciate and love. Although nothing's ever black/white
with people (relationships) involved.
The big 5s of my life are: Job, family, working out, food and tv-shows...and internet addiction (I have to work on this one).
I hardly ever do anything else.
My life is mostly built around rigid routines because that's what I like, and it's what works for me.
I focus very much on these things.
The few moments of insecurity (not happiness) is when I realize that time is running out,
and I have to work on my priority of creating a family of my own. I have however decided
that it's better to not do it at all, than living in a miserable relationship/marriage.
I will work on a couple of other issues over the course of the next year,
the main two being c-Ten(PRK) eye surgery and a hair transplant most likely.
Hair transplant (FUE) is most probably not going to be an issue in terms of hindering
future treatments efficacy, and even if I have to rape my donor, I'll do it
as I plan on having long, straight hair.
Some hair is better than no hair.