23RussianBolding
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Hello guys,
I ve been reading this forum for a year at least but never registered and posted untill today.
Even though my hairloss started since I ve been 18 or so it was fairly unnoticable to people who don't know me. I have a big head and my forhead was always big, maybe that helped to conceal my hairloss. But anyway, my nightmare started about one month ago then a female coworker in fron of several other collegues pointed out that i am going bald because i have a bald patch forming on my crown. When she said that I felt like killing myself right there in front of her. I was sheevering and blushing. I dont know what changed but since that day my whole life turned out to be something hard to bear. Every hour my though are about my hair, every glass windoow serves like a cruel joke about my hairloss.
Before this icident my life was screwed too but not so badly as now. Even before i was always trying to escape any incidents where someone will take picture with me (partys, birtdays etc). If the girls would touch my hair i would almost jump away. Even my girlfriend didn't touch my hair because she felt that i am very sensative about my slowly evaporating hair. It is ironic i was always confident with females before this incident but now i haid my eyes when i talk to woman. Almost all of them are giving me that straight look no my receding hairline which make my heart bath in blood. Moreover, I lost my girlfriend couple days ago. i attribute this to the hairloss impact too. Maybe i am just a looser. I dont know. Iam not sure in anything anymore . In my university they photographeed me for the student id couple days ago. when i received my student id i was so afraid that someone will see it because i look so ugly and old now. When my friends are calling me to go out or party i always tell them that i am busy becaue i dont want anyone to notice my hairloss. Becaue of hairloss i am not sure i ever will have a girlfriend again. Because of hairloss i am less concetnrated and capable of learning. The only thing in my life that gives some kind of good feeling is me going to gym every week. Besides that i really lost any interest in life. This how Hair Loss Impacts my life.
I appologize for my poor and lenghty writing but i just had to write this all because sometimes i am afraid that i amloosing my mind. Sorry.
Even though i see myself totally hopeless I earnestly wish for all members of this forum a good luck and strength to overcome this cruel obstacle in their life.
I ve been reading this forum for a year at least but never registered and posted untill today.
Even though my hairloss started since I ve been 18 or so it was fairly unnoticable to people who don't know me. I have a big head and my forhead was always big, maybe that helped to conceal my hairloss. But anyway, my nightmare started about one month ago then a female coworker in fron of several other collegues pointed out that i am going bald because i have a bald patch forming on my crown. When she said that I felt like killing myself right there in front of her. I was sheevering and blushing. I dont know what changed but since that day my whole life turned out to be something hard to bear. Every hour my though are about my hair, every glass windoow serves like a cruel joke about my hairloss.
Before this icident my life was screwed too but not so badly as now. Even before i was always trying to escape any incidents where someone will take picture with me (partys, birtdays etc). If the girls would touch my hair i would almost jump away. Even my girlfriend didn't touch my hair because she felt that i am very sensative about my slowly evaporating hair. It is ironic i was always confident with females before this incident but now i haid my eyes when i talk to woman. Almost all of them are giving me that straight look no my receding hairline which make my heart bath in blood. Moreover, I lost my girlfriend couple days ago. i attribute this to the hairloss impact too. Maybe i am just a looser. I dont know. Iam not sure in anything anymore . In my university they photographeed me for the student id couple days ago. when i received my student id i was so afraid that someone will see it because i look so ugly and old now. When my friends are calling me to go out or party i always tell them that i am busy becaue i dont want anyone to notice my hairloss. Becaue of hairloss i am not sure i ever will have a girlfriend again. Because of hairloss i am less concetnrated and capable of learning. The only thing in my life that gives some kind of good feeling is me going to gym every week. Besides that i really lost any interest in life. This how Hair Loss Impacts my life.
I appologize for my poor and lenghty writing but i just had to write this all because sometimes i am afraid that i amloosing my mind. Sorry.
Even though i see myself totally hopeless I earnestly wish for all members of this forum a good luck and strength to overcome this cruel obstacle in their life.