I Feel Really Sad About The Current World And Life. Need To Talk

[Feelsbadman]

Guys i need to talk. Maybe it's finasteride but i feel very depressed about life. I need to talk. I just hate the world. I hate what dating has become. Tinder. bumble. Social media. it's clown world. I don't really have many friends. I'm lonely. No real passions. No purpose. Nothing. I don't even care about making lot's of money anymore. What is the point? Will a high paying job solve my problems or the empty feeling inside me? No. I don't even care for women anymore. I use women to give me purpose but now i don't even care about women anymore. I just have this empty feeling inside me. Everyday i feeel so sad. The only time i felt happy and had some kind of purpose and meaning was when i had a beautiful indian girlfriend. But now i feel different. Now i don't even care. Now if a women gives me attention or has sex with me i do not care. It doesn't even make me feel better anymore. Being good looking. Having muscle. Going gym. All pointless as well.
Sorry i guess i'm just rambling. I just feel so sad everyday. So purpoless. Self improvement is overrated. Being rich is overrated. Nothing really f*****g matters right? If you were tall good looking and rich or if u were small ugly and poor who cares. It's all superficial anyway.
How do i find meaning and purpose in life? a reason to live?

 

[Matt3535]

Seek out a therapist. No shame in doing so. It's really the only thing that helps.

 

[whatintheworld]

Do you not have any interests or hobbies? Keep busy that is the best way to keep your mind away from these depressive thoughts. Stay off of social media too.

 

[Hangin'on Hair]

Stay off of social media too.

This is the main thing right here. Im pretty sure the op is most likely on social media all the time. Looking at all the so called "beautiful, happy people"
Stay away from that sh*t. Instagram is the most pointless, useless thing ever. Same with Facebook and all that other junk.

Live your own life and stop thinking so heavily about the ideal, perfect life.

 

[Derelict]

Maybe some CBT would help you out, maybe even meds. I feel pretty hopeless right now too. As others have said, most social media is just toxic, stay away from it.

 

[Matt3535]

I used to like instagram a lot back in 2011 when it was all photographers trying to show off their new HDR-atrocities. But now it's the epitome of what is wrong with the internet. Stay away if you can't handle it. Even if you think you can, detox every once in a while.

 

[Norwoodcel]

It's over for many men in 2020.. you're not alone

 

[Haironnu]

Anhedonia is a common side effect from fina, I had it too.

that's also a common side effect of having severe hair loss, you'll feel it whenever you reach the norwood 4 and above area.

 

[Oueyy]

Stop coping and just force yourself to do things even if you don't want to.

 

[Mitko1]

Guys i need to talk. Maybe it's finasteride but i feel very depressed about life. I need to talk. I just hate the world. I hate what dating has become. Tinder. bumble. Social media. it's clown world. I don't really have many friends. I'm lonely. No real passions. No purpose. Nothing. I don't even care about making lot's of money anymore. What is the point? Will a high paying job solve my problems or the empty feeling inside me? No. I don't even care for women anymore. I use women to give me purpose but now i don't even care about women anymore. I just have this empty feeling inside me. Everyday i feeel so sad. The only time i felt happy and had some kind of purpose and meaning was when i had a beautiful indian girlfriend. But now i feel different. Now i don't even care. Now if a women gives me attention or has sex with me i do not care. It doesn't even make me feel better anymore. Being good looking. Having muscle. Going gym. All pointless as well.
Sorry i guess i'm just rambling. I just feel so sad everyday. So purpoless. Self improvement is overrated. Being rich is overrated. Nothing really f*****g matters right? If you were tall good looking and rich or if u were small ugly and poor who cares. It's all superficial anyway.
How do i find meaning and purpose in life? a reason to live?

I feel similar way. I hate this world! I wish I could travel in time. I would move to live in the past to enjoy a normal world for a while before it turns into the sh*t we know today. I would give anything to live in 60's, 70's and 80's. No facebook, no instagram, no pornhub, no coronavirus, no tattoes, no tongue and nipple piercings, no boobjobs... Life must have been great back then. People used to be more colorful, different. Now everybody looks the same especially. Every girl has the same hair, wears the same clothes, does similar things to her apperiance and girls who are different than the rest are so rare.
I am almost 21 and I have never had a girlfriend and I have never kissed a girl. And this is because I think that contemporary girls are not worth it and I am not attracted to them. They all suck. They range from looking like a plastic doll, to boring and unattractive.

I hate pubic hair grooming trends and that ladies don't leave ir natural anymore.

I can't accept a girl with a ridicolously long hair like rapunzel put in a tight ponytail with thinnig hairline due to the traction because she wears it that way. I can't accept a girl who has long nails like an eagle and who shaves her vagina a looks like a little girl. Total turn off. I'd rather masturbate to some hairy pussy - vintage or not so.

When I see a vintage video and I see girls It makes me feel both happy and sad. Happy because I don't see girls like these on the street. And sad because the dream kinds of a girls now are 50-60 years old now . Girls who are normal, natural and beautiful have become an extreme rarity. Girls don't have anymore those cool and relatively short hairstyles.


As I was growing up I start to realize in what sick and perverted world we are living and I started feeling depressed.

I have hobbies - I am researching and uploading youtube videos. I did research about nutrition and the next reasearch will be about digestive tract and hair health.

I am not jojing or trolling. This is a serious issue. I want to quit this world. He's right. It's a clown world.

I plan to do a further research about time travel to find out If it's actually possible one to time travel and If it is - I am surely going to the past.

I love vintage!

 

[karatekid]

I feel similar way. I hate this world! I wish I could travel in time. I would move to live in the past to enjoy a normal world for a while before it turns into the sh*t we know today. I would give anything to live in 60's, 70's and 80's. No facebook, no instagram, no pornhub, no coronavirus, no tattoes, no tongue and nipple piercings, no boobjobs... Life must have been great back then. People used to be more colorful, different. Now everybody looks the same especially. Every girl has the same hair, wears the same clothes, does similar things to her apperiance and girls who are different than the rest are so rare.
I am almost 21 and I have never had a girlfriend and I have never kissed a girl. And this is because I think that contemporary girls are not worth it and I am not attracted to them. They all suck. They range from looking like a plastic doll, to boring and unattractive.

I hate pubic hair grooming trends and that ladies don't leave ir natural anymore.

I can't accept a girl with a ridicolously long hair like rapunzel put in a tight ponytail with thinnig hairline due to the traction because she wears it that way. I can't accept a girl who has long nails like an eagle and who shaves her vagina a looks like a little girl. Total turn off. I'd rather masturbate to some hairy pussy - vintage or not so.

When I see a vintage video and I see girls It makes me feel both happy and sad. Happy because I don't see girls like these on the street. And sad because the dream kinds of a girls now are 50-60 years old now . Girls who are normal, natural and beautiful have become an extreme rarity. Girls don't have anymore those cool and relatively short hairstyles.


As I was growing up I start to realize in what sick and perverted world we are living and I started feeling depressed.

I have hobbies - I am researching and uploading youtube videos. I did research about nutrition and the next reasearch will be about digestive tract and hair health.

I am not jojing or trolling. This is a serious issue. I want to quit this world. He's right. It's a clown world.

I plan to do a further research about time travel to find out If it's actually possible one to time travel and If it is - I am surely going to the past.

I love vintage!

A different kind of trolling

 

[LowHairLine]

...I plan to do a further research about time travel to find out If it's actually possible one to time travel and If it is - I am surely going to the past.

Balding solved, time-travel soon to follow...
...impressive!

But before you leave us for the past,
please do solve aging & eternal life...

 

[Mitko1]

A different kind of trolling

I am not trolling. How many girls with full thick natural bush you have been with? Nd how many girls with short hair did you see on the street today?

Girls with shaved pussies are gross, I look at them with a disgust. Tongue piercings and nipple piercings - I can't watch them not even for a second. Tattooes are gross aswell.
The stupid modern beauty standards require for a woman to be bald down there like a plucked chicken. Many women don't like that and have a landing strip or a heart but it's still gross and far from beautiful.

The stupid modern beauty standards also require ridiculously long hair for a woman like Rapunzel. I hate long hair! Especially in a ponytail.
I like girls with short hair. Short hair on a girl is prettier, more comfy, easy to style, easy to take care of and not annoying.

And I am not talking about the lesbian short. I want a girl with neck, ear, chin length of hair. And I like it with big bangs.

That's what I find pretty for a girl. I don't want to deal with the annoying long hair a long haired girl. Getting her hair in you face and having her to adjust it constantly in a comfortable position during sex and waiting her to brush it and wash it is not nice. And the most important part is that it is ugly. If it was that beautiful and attractive men would have long hair too.

Balding solved, time-travel soon to follow...
...impressive!
But before you leave us for the past,
please do solve aging & eternal life...

I am not done with balding. I have new things to discover. But as soon as I am done with it I start to research time travel.
I am not sure if I will succeed and how time works but If I go to 1984 for example when internet and smartphones get widespread again like 2015 or so I will be 52 and I will start researching again.
.
I don't know If aging is due to our DNA or something else but we don't really change due to age. We change because our body produces less of the essential proteins that make us look young. Our body produces less collagen and elastin making our skin appear saggy. I know that we have telomeres and after telomeres end our cells stop to divide and then we begin to slowly die. That happens about 75 years of age. I believe that even if there is a way to make our body produce more colagen and elastin and you appear 25 year old at 70 as soon as you run out of telomeres you will still age and die.

I hate contemporary and I love vintage.

 

[Hangin'on Hair]

I am not trolling. How many girls with full thick natural bush you have been with? Nd how many girls with short hair did you see on the street today?

Girls with shaved pussies are gross, I look at them with a disgust. Tongue piercings and nipple piercings - I can't watch them not even for a second. Tattooes are gross aswell.
The stupid modern beauty standards require for a woman to be bald down there like a plucked chicken. Many women don't like that and have a landing strip or a heart but it's still gross and far from beautiful.

The stupid modern beauty standards also require ridiculously long hair for a woman like Rapunzel. I hate long hair! Especially in a ponytail.
I like girls with short hair. Short hair on a girl is prettier, more comfy, easy to style, easy to take care of and not annoying.

And I am not talking about the lesbian short. I want a girl with neck, ear, chin length of hair. And I like it with big bangs.

That's what I find pretty for a girl. I don't want to deal with the annoying long hair a long haired girl. Getting her hair in you face and having her to adjust it constantly in a comfortable position during sex and waiting her to brush it and wash it is not nice. And the most important part is that it is ugly. If it was that beautiful and attractive men would have long hair too.





I am not done with balding. I have new things to discover. But as soon as I am done with it I start to research time travel.
I am not sure if I will succeed and how time works but If I go to 1984 for example when internet and smartphones get widespread again like 2015 or so I will be 52 and I will start researching again.
.
I don't know If aging is due to our DNA or something else but we don't really change due to age. We change because our body produces less of the essential proteins that make us look young. Our body produces less collagen and elastin making our skin appear saggy. I know that we have telomeres and after telomeres end our cells stop to divide and then we begin to slowly die. That happens about 75 years of age. I believe that even if there is a way to make our body produce more colagen and elastin and you appear 25 year old at 70 as soon as you run out of telomeres you will still age and die.

I hate contemporary and I love vintage.

I grew up all throughout the 80's. I turned 5 in 1980 and became a teenager in 1988.
It was an amazing time. A whole different world, a different planet. Great music, toys and cartoons. Questionable, but fun fashion.
I would give anything to go back to those times. So if you find a way to do the time travel thing, I'm in.
Yes, the girls were different than they are today. They weren't as self absorbed. They had a coolness and easy going vibe to them. And more of a simple beauty to them. Unlike the over the top hotness that girls of today are striving for.
Just remember, this is your time, your era and you should embrace it. I doubt time travel will be around in our lifetime, unless elon musk finds a way.
Here's an experiment for you. Turn off your laptop for two weeks. Get rid of your phone for two weeks, or at least only use it for phone calls and nothing else. If you play video games, put the x box away and buy an Atari 2600 and only play that. See if you could handle that. It would be hard. But that's how things were back then.

 

[karatekid]

I am not trolling. How many girls with full thick natural bush you have been with? Nd how many girls with short hair did you see on the street today?

Girls with shaved pussies are gross, I look at them with a disgust. Tongue piercings and nipple piercings - I can't watch them not even for a second. Tattooes are gross aswell.
The stupid modern beauty standards require for a woman to be bald down there like a plucked chicken. Many women don't like that and have a landing strip or a heart but it's still gross and far from beautiful.

The stupid modern beauty standards also require ridiculously long hair for a woman like Rapunzel. I hate long hair! Especially in a ponytail.
I like girls with short hair. Short hair on a girl is prettier, more comfy, easy to style, easy to take care of and not annoying.

And I am not talking about the lesbian short. I want a girl with neck, ear, chin length of hair. And I like it with big bangs.

That's what I find pretty for a girl. I don't want to deal with the annoying long hair a long haired girl. Getting her hair in you face and having her to adjust it constantly in a comfortable position during sex and waiting her to brush it and wash it is not nice. And the most important part is that it is ugly. If it was that beautiful and attractive men would have long hair too.





I am not done with balding. I have new things to discover. But as soon as I am done with it I start to research time travel.
I am not sure if I will succeed and how time works but If I go to 1984 for example when internet and smartphones get widespread again like 2015 or so I will be 52 and I will start researching again.
.
I don't know If aging is due to our DNA or something else but we don't really change due to age. We change because our body produces less of the essential proteins that make us look young. Our body produces less collagen and elastin making our skin appear saggy. I know that we have telomeres and after telomeres end our cells stop to divide and then we begin to slowly die. That happens about 75 years of age. I believe that even if there is a way to make our body produce more colagen and elastin and you appear 25 year old at 70 as soon as you run out of telomeres you will still age and die.

I hate contemporary and I love vintage.

I slept with girls that had pubic hair, I hated it. I also dont want to go down on unshaved girls, its gross

I also disagree with most of the other stuff you say but not gonna argue now...

 

[Mitko1]

I grew up all throughout the 80's. I turned 5 in 1980 and became a teenager in 1988.
It was an amazing time. A whole different world, a different planet. Great music, toys and cartoons. Questionable, but fun fashion.
I would give anything to go back to those times. So if you find a way to do the time travel thing, I'm in.
Yes, the girls were different than they are today. They weren't as self absorbed. They had a coolness and easy going vibe to them. And more of a simple beauty to them. Unlike the over the top hotness that girls of today are striving for.
Just remember, this is your time, your era and you should embrace it. I doubt time travel will be around in our lifetime, unless elon musk finds a way.
Here's an experiment for you. Turn off your laptop for two weeks. Get rid of your phone for two weeks, or at least only use it for phone calls and nothing else. If you play video games, put the x box away and buy an Atari 2600 and only play that. See if you could handle that. It would be hard. But that's how things were back then.

When I was a kid there weren't laptops, internet was expensive and less commpon. Most people didn't have computers aswell. Smartphones didn't exist. Life is not impossible without those shitty technologies. People used to read newspapers and magazines which were indcredibly popular instead of staring at their phones all the time. I had fun diring those years. I am glad that there were no smartphoes and laptops when I was a child so I can have a normal childhood. We can't now withou our technologies because we are addicted to them. If we live without a month without them or longer we won't need them anymore. People lived fine without them and life was far from miserable. I remeber that time well.

I am glad that you did grew up back them. Which country you are from?

Before I try to embrace this EXTREMELY STUPID era which must be EXTREMELY DIFFICULT to embrace I will focus on time travel research If this is possible. You don't know how living in the contemporary world influences me. I feel like the older I get the worse this world becomes. Tattoes are becoming more and more widespread. Pornography becomes more disgusting, music crappier, girls less attractive etc... As I was getting older I started discovering new ugly truths about the world we are living in and new things about myself which are making me sad and depressed. Before 2017 I thought that I don't like girls and I am not attracted to them sexually. But in 2017 I discovered the hairy pussy. My perception about girl and female body changed. I found out that I actually like girls but I like them with hairy pussies and short hair. Since then I am interested in girls but I realized new sad truth which is that most of them are trimming and shaving like 90% or even more. Then next reason I realized also realized that I don't like girls is simply because they are not pretty. If you come here behid the iron curtain in easter europe you will be very disappointed of girls. You will be suprised how common are girls with tattoes. How prevalent is smoking within them - like 50% of girls smoke(gross). All girls wear black weather jackets and ripped jeans and of course they all have long hair and ponytails..

The depression, the anxiety, the heplessness. You won't understand how I feel because there are no good girls. The next sad things that I learned is that things weren't like that before. I learned that 35-40 years weren't like that. Girls were prettier. They all had better hair, dressed in a better way etc... I don't know about when women of western Europe started shaving but girls behind the Iron curtain didn't start shaving their legs and armpits before mid 90's and didn't start shaving their pussies before early 2000's. I don't feel like I belong to this era. I love old music from mid-late 70's and 80's. New music is much worse.

I feel like it would be better If I was never born or born in 1960-1963. If that happened now I'd be 57-60 year old and I wouln't care what this world is like. I'd gotten my hairy pussy(my wife) long time ago. I'd have experienced this golden era(1976-1989) of old pop and disco music and have many good memories. I'd have gotten through my carrier and working life and there would be 5-7 years before I get my pension and retire. I'd raised my children and they'd have children aswell which would be my grandchildren.
I'd probably wouldn't be a 21 year old kisless virgin. At that age I'd either be either married, in relationship or having at least two relationships in my life.

I am not the person anymore that once I was. I forgot what is like to be happy. When I was a kid and love and sex were a things unknown to me and I didn't care about anything. The female body was not a mistery to me because I have mother and sister and have seen them naked multiple times. When I was young I thought that I am not attracted to them because I was still a child. But now I found the real reason - because they have long hair. And I learned a new thing - Your taste in women is prevalent as soon as you remember. If you aren't attracted to women when you are 5 year old you won't be attracted forever. Now I can recall when I was only 6 year old I had a crush in a girl who had short and curly hair. She was a year or two younger than me I don't remeber exactly.

Short and curly hair is something that I still love on girls. But I can only find it only in vintage.

I love vintage!