paranoid1990
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Hey, am I going bald? Year 2010 my mom used to tell me if I gel my hair and keep straighten it i will go bald in the future ( at that time i did not know what bald was so i checked up in the internet and ever since ive been thinking about it constantly) Ive been asking a lot of people/doctors and they all say my hair is thick and ive got nothing to worry about and i should come and ask in 20 years.but i cant stop thinking about it, its always in my mind, its been like that for so many years now, ...my moms father had thick hair, dad has thick hair...i got 2 siblings, one sister who has thin hair, and one little brother who also has thin hair (but not balding) i have a lot thicker her than them both (and we have same father and mother) yet my brother has no body hair, and i got "normal" amount of body hair
i used to take a lot of lsd the past 2 years, so i dont know if its just me whos having delusions, i keep check my hair every 5 min, so i dont know if lsd made the paranoia worse
here are some pics taken with flash in the bathroom mirror
ive always had a big forhead, always, my face is really long and my head is kinda big, used to get teased for it when I was younger, btw this is 2.1 months hair growth (i shaved my head for 60 dollars)
and the thing that also made me more delusional is that i can see scalp on top head when i have flash on even though i have thick haiir...
my mom accidently triggered a paranoia 4 years ago and lsd use made it worse? or did my thinking really in the end make me go bald in the future? what do u think?
oh and i forgot to mention that i have delusional thoughts about other stuff...eg if someone dont answer me i can think that they dont like me anymore, or ppl trying to play mind games...i dont know guys please help
and the biggest problem is that i keep getting answers for everything, but i keep find new problems...eg when i first shaved my head, i could see my scalp everywhere...and the doctor laughed and showed me pictures of like 30 ppl where u could see the scalp...and they had longer hair than me...then it was my hairline...and i asked my mom for old pics when i was a kid and its still the same...its not even a norwood 1...then i got an itchy scalp...and i read that itchiness is a sign of hair loss, but it was the winter that made my scalp dry and i had dandruff...and the itchniess is gone now, and then one time it was the crown...and they laughed yet again and said its something called a hair whorl...and that my hair is thick and i should stop worry or i will go insane...then i saw that some of my hairs were not same lenght that the rest...and the Doctor told me that 10% of the hair is in resting phase...and that not all hairs on head have same thickness...and then one time i shaved my legs and i got scared that my body would focus on growing hair in my legs instead of scalp and that would make my hair thin, but the Doctor laughed and told me to go visit a psychitrist, but i guess hes just being nice to me
i dont know guys, please be honest with me please
god bless u all
i used to take a lot of lsd the past 2 years, so i dont know if its just me whos having delusions, i keep check my hair every 5 min, so i dont know if lsd made the paranoia worse
here are some pics taken with flash in the bathroom mirror
ive always had a big forhead, always, my face is really long and my head is kinda big, used to get teased for it when I was younger, btw this is 2.1 months hair growth (i shaved my head for 60 dollars)
and the thing that also made me more delusional is that i can see scalp on top head when i have flash on even though i have thick haiir...
my mom accidently triggered a paranoia 4 years ago and lsd use made it worse? or did my thinking really in the end make me go bald in the future? what do u think?
oh and i forgot to mention that i have delusional thoughts about other stuff...eg if someone dont answer me i can think that they dont like me anymore, or ppl trying to play mind games...i dont know guys please help
and the biggest problem is that i keep getting answers for everything, but i keep find new problems...eg when i first shaved my head, i could see my scalp everywhere...and the doctor laughed and showed me pictures of like 30 ppl where u could see the scalp...and they had longer hair than me...then it was my hairline...and i asked my mom for old pics when i was a kid and its still the same...its not even a norwood 1...then i got an itchy scalp...and i read that itchiness is a sign of hair loss, but it was the winter that made my scalp dry and i had dandruff...and the itchniess is gone now, and then one time it was the crown...and they laughed yet again and said its something called a hair whorl...and that my hair is thick and i should stop worry or i will go insane...then i saw that some of my hairs were not same lenght that the rest...and the Doctor told me that 10% of the hair is in resting phase...and that not all hairs on head have same thickness...and then one time i shaved my legs and i got scared that my body would focus on growing hair in my legs instead of scalp and that would make my hair thin, but the Doctor laughed and told me to go visit a psychitrist, but i guess hes just being nice to me
i dont know guys, please be honest with me please
god bless u all
