Hey guys, i am 20 years old... i noticed thinning of my hair and receeding hairline about 2 years ago. I have been reading these forums for a few weeks now. Last spring i went to see a dermatologist recommended to me by my family doctor. The dermatologist prescribed me propecia and so i went on it and its now been 9 months since i have been on it. I do not really notice any change to my hair honestly. That now is unfortunately not the worst of my problems. A few months ago i noticed myself feeling really depressed and bummed out. I could not achieve a solid erection to have sex therefore i tried taking v**** and that seemed to work. Again, not the worst yet. For the past few months i started noticing im losing my memory i have to think hard before answering a question. I also seem to have gained extra weight around on my waist that feels really out of place and weird. The worst part of my whole experiece so far is that yesterday and today i broke out into tears about 5 or 6 times. This is not like me at all. I think about just life normal stuff in general and i broke out into tears. I feel EXTREMELY depressed guys, i have thoughts of breaking up with my girlfriend who im so in love with because i just dont feel right and can not think right. I can not concentrate at work anymore. I snap at my family and am never in a pleasant mood anymore. THIS IS NOT ME. I did connect all of these things before i started reading these forums and saw many other cases of the like. It was so bad today i called my dermatologist and left messages on his machine and told him what i was going through. His nurse left me a message and told me to discontinue immediately. Also in the past few weeks i have noticed oily skin on my face and a serious twitching under my right eyebrow. I am so scared. Please give me some feedback on my problems. As of today i am stopping the use of propecia. I am now worried that this memory loss, distractions, depression and anxiety issues will be permanent. I was never one to choke up or cry EVER. But i am even in tears writing this. I am extremely worried. Please let me know of any advice or anything that i can prepare for. I am only hoping that this all goes away, I am ready to lose my hair as it is natural, but i am not ready to have my life like it is today. Please give me feedback. Will this be permanent in your opinion? Thank you for reading.