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I took finasteride 3 years ago, then quit it due to the sides. Ever since then my emotions have been fucked up, I don't feel as youthful as I used to be and I could not feel my heart beating the way it used to beat, what I wanted to say is that I feel that some of my lifeforce has been sucked out of me.
When I went to the doctors they diagnosed me with Hashimoto's disease. They said that I should do nothing since my hormonal production was still normal, advised to check after a year.
I had an extremely high libido before finasteride, now it is half the way it used to be, but it didn't make me an impotent. I went to the uroglogist and the only thing he told me, get a girlfriend which is ironic as f***, considering my chances when I have hair loss.
Then I began using Rogaine for a year and it fucked up my blood pressure and concentation. Quit it and had a massive sheding.
As you can see I currently use nothing. I thought I could live with it. Ignore it, but I couldn't. I just couldn't. I can't take it when a girl my age rejects me by calling me an old man or when some girls laugh at my profile saying What The f*** in front of me when 4 years ago they happily approached me themselves solely because of my looks.
I'm crying, because I don't want to die. I would pay any price to have my youth back, because that is the only thing I want. Even if I could have just a few months, I could die happily. The worst thing of all is that I'm aging, when this sh*t started I was 18, now I'm 21, after a few months 22. How much time was lost. How many oppurtunities were lost. Why must This world torture me.
I want to do something. Can you advice me what can be done in this case to improve my situation beause when I look into the mirror I see the reaper. Or preharps there are some new treatments that are on the horizon soon , because I still have my hair in the back, although it is also thinner than it used to be.
When I went to the doctors they diagnosed me with Hashimoto's disease. They said that I should do nothing since my hormonal production was still normal, advised to check after a year.
I had an extremely high libido before finasteride, now it is half the way it used to be, but it didn't make me an impotent. I went to the uroglogist and the only thing he told me, get a girlfriend which is ironic as f***, considering my chances when I have hair loss.
Then I began using Rogaine for a year and it fucked up my blood pressure and concentation. Quit it and had a massive sheding.
As you can see I currently use nothing. I thought I could live with it. Ignore it, but I couldn't. I just couldn't. I can't take it when a girl my age rejects me by calling me an old man or when some girls laugh at my profile saying What The f*** in front of me when 4 years ago they happily approached me themselves solely because of my looks.
I'm crying, because I don't want to die. I would pay any price to have my youth back, because that is the only thing I want. Even if I could have just a few months, I could die happily. The worst thing of all is that I'm aging, when this sh*t started I was 18, now I'm 21, after a few months 22. How much time was lost. How many oppurtunities were lost. Why must This world torture me.
I want to do something. Can you advice me what can be done in this case to improve my situation beause when I look into the mirror I see the reaper. Or preharps there are some new treatments that are on the horizon soon , because I still have my hair in the back, although it is also thinner than it used to be.
