Im not a man Im a woman and Im referring to the ppl that poked fun at ppl with this compulsive disorder I have. Its a serious issue and Iv waited 20yrs to find the courage to seek help only to find the previous posts in this topic are making comments suggesting im crazy or stupid. Its really heartbreaking for me because I thought mayb this was the place where I cud just be me and be honest. I guess I was wrong