ahmed wolf
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as some of u know i live in Libya there is some fight among the militias for these past 2 days using some heavy weapons any way a bullet flew from my window and hit my bed i was stilling on my family was freaking out me i felt nothing I hoped the bullet hit me or killed me really i cried and laughed at the same time thinking mybe god has better thing for me if i died better than living with what i feel right now its been 3.5 months since stopping the drug with small improvements that i am afraid to lose still trying the except i got fucked for life llost my smile my friends my gym
it's pure psychologic but my problem is i don't believe in psychologic illness so thats what holding me down
as for the cd nuts protocol did 5 days water fast to "cleans" the muscle twitching is at its worst even my eye i know it's stupid method it probably ruined my brain starve it from carbs the brain needs 100g of carbs to function properly i don't believe in this protocol it worked for guys that were living like sh*t for almost all of there lives but for a guy living healthy since early teens thats a ko also the amont of crap about a gluten free carrb back loud i walked with 8%bf still eating bread i walked with 5%bf 83kg with steroids still eating bread and gluten not pelo diet crap ehen it comes to diet its ur macros vs the amont of calorie u burn thats what gives u results as for hearbs pro hormones crap i took a bunch of natural t boosting supps the only thing I noticed is I get a better sleep as for muscle gains or libido they did sh*t I never tried pro hormones but from my knowledge in anabolic steroids how can using pro hormones is any good when a hormone altering drug got them screwed if the first place? ppl with low testosterone needs to go to a doctor and do a cycle of hcg and clomid not using t herbs i am talking yo ppl with 1 or.1 test
my last hope is to visit a shrink abd do a doppler for my penis cuz i my have an injured or torn penill muscle cuz i feel pain there every time i get an ererction
it's pure psychologic but my problem is i don't believe in psychologic illness so thats what holding me down
as for the cd nuts protocol did 5 days water fast to "cleans" the muscle twitching is at its worst even my eye i know it's stupid method it probably ruined my brain starve it from carbs the brain needs 100g of carbs to function properly i don't believe in this protocol it worked for guys that were living like sh*t for almost all of there lives but for a guy living healthy since early teens thats a ko also the amont of crap about a gluten free carrb back loud i walked with 8%bf still eating bread i walked with 5%bf 83kg with steroids still eating bread and gluten not pelo diet crap ehen it comes to diet its ur macros vs the amont of calorie u burn thats what gives u results as for hearbs pro hormones crap i took a bunch of natural t boosting supps the only thing I noticed is I get a better sleep as for muscle gains or libido they did sh*t I never tried pro hormones but from my knowledge in anabolic steroids how can using pro hormones is any good when a hormone altering drug got them screwed if the first place? ppl with low testosterone needs to go to a doctor and do a cycle of hcg and clomid not using t herbs i am talking yo ppl with 1 or.1 test
my last hope is to visit a shrink abd do a doppler for my penis cuz i my have an injured or torn penill muscle cuz i feel pain there every time i get an ererction
