I feel alive again

omgstfuty

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OK, so last night I got in to a fight with a ugly skinny wrench, he is one ugly motherfucker, ,and he looks like hes got aids or something, anyway we had a fight, and i was pissed out my face, and completly usless, so he got the better of me, im left with a broken nose, and now it even bigger and more smashed then it was before.
Ill tell you summat, I feel alive from that fight, my adrenaline was up and I felt like what I should feel like.
Dont know why im telling you this, I really cant say, Im having to have surgery in a few weeks to sort out my nose, but god dam I feel alive, and I havnt felt like this since I was 18, im 21 now.
 

hairwegoagain

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Congratulations. Maybe you just need a weekly ***-kicking.
 

omgstfuty

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Ok, so I dont no why I typed that like I was proud of it, because Im certanily not, I was still pissed up when typing that, the day after.
I have now a 1 inch gash on my nose, and its bent and crooked.Im going to have to go get surgery on it.
So I guess Im well and truly fucked now, I am losing my hair, and have it shaved, and now Im gonna have a 1inch scar on the main feature of my face for life.
It seems like God is punishing me, and I dont know why.Last night I actually contemplated suicide.I dont know what to think any more, I look like a train wreck. :cry:
 

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omgstfuty said:
Ok, so I dont no why I typed that like I was proud of it, because Im certanily not, I was still pissed up when typing that, the day after.
I have now a 1 inch gash on my nose, and its bent and crooked.Im going to have to go get surgery on it.
So I guess Im well and truly fucked now, I am losing my hair, and have it shaved, and now Im gonna have a 1inch scar on the main feature of my face for life.
It seems like God is punishing me, and I dont know why.Last night I actually contemplated suicide.I dont know what to think any more, I look like a train wreck. :cry:

I doubt you look as bad as you think you do.

scars will fade.. life will go on.
 

Boru

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Social abuse leads to self abuse then abuse by friends, then everyone else feels they can join in. The violence must stop. I remember seeing Eric Bristow exposed on tv (former world darts champion) captured on camera, drunk as a skunk, hurling abuse at a young innocent passer by, just because he happened to be balding. As a local darts champion myself in my youth, Eric was a hero of course. Now I wouldn't spit on him if his hair was on fire. If he is now loosing his hair, it is not fast enough for my liking.
Boru
 

Britannia

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Boru said:
Social abuse leads to self abuse then abuse by friends, then everyone else feels they can join in. The violence must stop. I remember seeing Eric Bristow exposed on tv (former world darts champion) captured on camera, drunk as a skunk, hurling abuse at a young innocent passer by, just because he happened to be balding. As a local darts champion myself in my youth, Eric was a hero of course. Now I wouldn't spit on him if his hair was on fire. If he is now loosing his hair, it is not fast enough for my liking.
Boru

I saw that too! Seemed kind of sureal seeing the former world darts champion eating a doner kebab and arguing with Police after a night drinking. Sound bloke if you ask me.
 

hair_tomorrow

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omgstfuty said:
. . . and I havnt felt like this since I was 18, im 21 now.

Welcome to the got drunk, got in a fight, and got your nose broke club. At least I can say I was only 17 when I joined. (hey but there were 3 of them, and the one that tagged me had brass knuckles).
 

Thinning

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hair_tomorrow said:
omgstfuty said:
. . . and I havnt felt like this since I was 18, im 21 now.

Welcome to the got drunk, got in a fight, and got your nose broke club. At least I can say I was only 17 when I joined. (hey but there were 3 of them, and the one that tagged me had brass knuckles).

Its probably better than the "get in the ring under organized conditions and take a beating at the hands of some black guy club" which I was a part of for a couple years. Some advice to any would be white boxers - stick to fighting within your race. Im sure my nose is worse than yours anyhow.

The only good thing is I can probably take the skinny aids patient loser you lost to, lol.
 

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Thinning said:
hair_tomorrow said:
omgstfuty said:
. . . and I havnt felt like this since I was 18, im 21 now.

Welcome to the got drunk, got in a fight, and got your nose broke club. At least I can say I was only 17 when I joined. (hey but there were 3 of them, and the one that tagged me had brass knuckles).

Its probably better than the "get in the ring under organized conditions and take a beating at the hands of some black guy club" which I was a part of for a couple years. Some advice to any would be white boxers - stick to fighting within your race. Im sure my nose is worse than yours anyhow.

The only good thing is I can probably take the skinny aids patient loser you lost to, lol.

Did you partake in the "golden gloves"? (which is the name for the ameteur boxers in the greater North East.)
 

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Britannia said:
Boru said:
Social abuse leads to self abuse then abuse by friends, then everyone else feels they can join in. The violence must stop. I remember seeing Eric Bristow exposed on tv (former world darts champion) captured on camera, drunk as a skunk, hurling abuse at a young innocent passer by, just because he happened to be balding. As a local darts champion myself in my youth, Eric was a hero of course. Now I wouldn't spit on him if his hair was on fire. If he is now loosing his hair, it is not fast enough for my liking.
Boru

I saw that too! Seemed kind of sureal seeing the former world darts champion eating a doner kebab and arguing with Police after a night drinking. Sound bloke if you ask me.

So, you think it is ok for Darts Champions to make fun of balding people, as long as they are drunk?
Maybe you are just using this site to make fun of male pattern baldness sufferers!
 

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Boru said:
Britannia said:
Boru said:
Social abuse leads to self abuse then abuse by friends, then everyone else feels they can join in. The violence must stop. I remember seeing Eric Bristow exposed on tv (former world darts champion) captured on camera, drunk as a skunk, hurling abuse at a young innocent passer by, just because he happened to be balding. As a local darts champion myself in my youth, Eric was a hero of course. Now I wouldn't spit on him if his hair was on fire. If he is now loosing his hair, it is not fast enough for my liking.
Boru

I saw that too! Seemed kind of sureal seeing the former world darts champion eating a doner kebab and arguing with Police after a night drinking. Sound bloke if you ask me.

So, you think it is ok for Darts Champions to make fun of balding people, as long as they are drunk?
Maybe you are just using this site to make fun of male pattern baldness sufferers!

I just thought it was amusing to see someone like Eric Bristow in that situation. And I learned to rise above any bald jokes aimed at me a long time ago so they no longer even register as an insult.
 

omgstfuty

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The only good thing is I can probably take the skinny aids patient loser you lost to, lol.
lol, yeah i know i can take the f****r out, ive taken him out before, but to be totally honest he is a f*****g wanker, and I actually think he holds me back,(hes a friend of mine) this year means new things for me, which means making new changes, so I think Im just gonna ignore him, and get my arse out there and start living life.
I went to the doctors today, about my aniexty, she gave me some tablets and she was really understanding, she was sooo unbelivably hot, and I opened up to her about everything that is bothering me, scars,broken noses, hair-loss, and I feel so much better and optimistic, I was flirting with her aswell, and she flirted back. so Imm feeling fantastic, she even went on to say about not to worry about the scar because it didnt look that bad and most women actually like a few battle scars on men, she also went on to say that most women arent even bothered about hair-loss, especially because Ive got it shaved.I swear to god,lol, when she was saying she said most women, she meant herself included, :p, lol.This has given me such a confidence boost with flirting and my general appreance as a whole.So as soon as my black eyes have gone down and the scars have settled im gonna get my *** out into Leeds city centre and go pull some ladies, feel free to join me. 8)
 

Boru

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Britannia said:
Boru said:
Britannia said:
Boru said:
Social abuse leads to self abuse then abuse by friends, then everyone else feels they can join in. The violence must stop. I remember seeing Eric Bristow exposed on tv (former world darts champion) captured on camera, drunk as a skunk, hurling abuse at a young innocent passer by, just because he happened to be balding. As a local darts champion myself in my youth, Eric was a hero of course. Now I wouldn't spit on him if his hair was on fire. If he is now loosing his hair, it is not fast enough for my liking.
Boru

I saw that too! Seemed kind of sureal seeing the former world darts champion eating a doner kebab and arguing with Police after a night drinking. Sound bloke if you ask me.

So, you think it is ok for Darts Champions to make fun of balding people, as long as they are drunk?
Maybe you are just using this site to make fun of male pattern baldness sufferers!

I just thought it was amusing to see someone like Eric Bristow in that situation. And I learned to rise above any bald jokes aimed at me a long time ago so they no longer even register as an insult.

Yeah, but, no but, that doesn't make Bristow a "Sound bloke", verbally assaulting anyone for any reason in public, especially if it is captured on camera should be condemned. When did he publicly apologise? You may say that you don't get insulted by "bald jokes", but people who make fun of bald people tend to be sexist and racist and just plain ignorant as well. On two occasions a bald joke was the precursor to attacks by drunk idiots who I had to restrain. Fortunately the police assisted me in the most serious attack.
Regrowing some lost hair is an achievement, but still having a bald spot, if anyone even hints at a bald joke, they will get a sharp retort. I happen to be a big intelligent guy, but not everyone can defend themselves.
Boru
 

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hair_tomorrow said:
Did you partake in the "golden gloves"? (which is the name for the ameteur boxers in the greater North East.)

Nope, some guys from my gym did but I never got good enough to make it worth while.
 

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Thinning said:
hair_tomorrow said:
Did you partake in the "golden gloves"? (which is the name for the ameteur boxers in the greater North East.)

Nope, some guys from my gym did but I never got good enough to make it worth while.

The Golden Gloves were some serious young dudes - fast and relentless for a bunch of young kids. I caught a couple of matches in Jersey City back when I was kid.
 
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