pleasegodno said:
trent, i notice that you're seeing some results now. did you find that when you were finally able to relax that your shed decreased? did you have the tendency to get VERY stressed/anxious? did you experience itching and maybe burning? if you have found a correlation, approximately how long after your attitude adjustment did you notice less fallout?
Yes, i did (and do) have a tendency to get very stressed out/anxious. to probably the lowest degree of depression one can think of.
No, i have never had itching or burning throughout my treatment or before my treatment.
My attitude adjustment started after i first changed my hair back to my old style. I used to spike my hair up messy and bed head like before hairloss. Once male pattern baldness kicked in, i began to wear it down. It looked terrible on me, kinda like jim carrey in dumb and dumber, but it covered up my loss.
One day at my parents house I decided to say f*** it, i'm gonna see how it looks spiked up again. It didn't look half bad, and i felt like myself again with my old hair cut. i took this as "the treatments might be doing something" since it looks a little better spiked up now. despite my terrible hair days, and great ones, i just spike it up. And my attitude has changed ever since. I still feel shitty some days, and feel like life has just handed me some terrible hand and that i am the butt of some cruel genetic joke. Other days, I sum up the courage to just accept who i am, and be okay with it. As time progresses, i have more days where i'm okay. The treatments seem to be helping, but in a very rollercoaster fashion, and its tough to generalize the whole experience. But my hair LOSS has come to a hault, and i'm back to being me with my old haircut. I guess these two things have helped me to stay positive and get through those stressful and anxious times that you speak of. Has it helped with the fallout? i guess i'll never know. What I DO know, is that being less stressed sure as hell didn't hurt the situation.
PS: The thought of HM being in clinical trials backed by some lofty sponsors helps me through the tough times too. focus on the positives man, that's all you can do. No one wants to be around an anxious depressed self hating person. Think of how lucky you are just to exist. that's some crazy sh*t man. so enjoy this little window of life on earth that you get, and fight like mad to keep your hair. that's all you can do. best of luck to you man. keep your chin up.