- Reaction score
- 300
this guy is bald. fat. not looking very good and yet hes content with his life. smart. do productive things. well spoken. and mature. people often critisize me for my negativity yet they fail to understand the fact that we all different human beings. i dont like fake blue pilled baldies who preach to just live and forget about that and yet they are on an hair loss forum taking servel medications or if they are like baldcafe when they say it dosent matter and yet constantly shoving this down your throat
however. there are others. those who simply do not care at all. never went on treatments. never talked about it. just kept living their life like its nothing and are succusful. on top of that if they are good human beings ( there are many bald guys who are also scumbags. those i dont like. )
i admire this guy for keeping his sanity intact and being legit happy with his life. not fake happy like the guys here. but legit happy. legit dont care about it and focusing on the good in life
for me i can say this. im not a lookist. i dont want it to control my life. i love video games. movies. etc. the problem is. i just cant be content in life if i dont feel how it is to be loved. and also to experience sex. i simply cant. i always tell myself how i want to learn to develop video games. write books etc. the problem is. im too godamm horny and frustrated that i find myself spending hours on p**rn. i come back to p**rn like every 2 hours. this sh*t is eating me inside. i think of all the people with gfs and i get into this hopeless nihilistic feel of endless misery. that sh*t also ruining my function at work. its not that im just bald. its that im bald. short. and also cant get any girl.
this makes me misrable. i just cant take it. i wish i could handle the situation better. i wish i dident cared. trust me. but its just not the case