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Im 27 old guy, from small balkan country. Where to begin, so much to write so hard to express myself. Didnt know that i was going bald until august last year, i had not the best, thick hair, but still, it was doing the job, covering my not so pretty face. I was at wedding, there was a professional photograph, few days after the wedding, there comes pictures from it, what did i saw on them was horror, balding crown and all around hair, like a ring, like a monk you know, going through the pictures just sliding until i was there and just looking at that horror of a crown, after that, my world falls apart, from then its all about hair, my brain just focused on hair, nothing else, dark scenarios were going on my mind, today is still the same. First of all, with hair, i didnt have luck with womans, i was akward guy who is not the best in socializing with other people, i was a loner back then also, taking pills for depression and anxiety, crooked teeth, didnt care about hair much, because it was there, on my head, how is that interesting, you dont appriciate it until you lose it, didnt give a f*** who is norwood guy, scale and whats his story, its human nature i guess.
Now, as i said is all about Hair, my whole world, but this time, its not on my head, i mean, there is little left, i feel uglier then before. Back then, with full head of hear, didnt notice balding guys on the streets, today, its like i have aimbot now(cheat in games like call of duty when you auto-aim and get only headshoots) in my case, i auto-aim at crowns of all man outside, its just pain to see young people going bald right now, i hate stories like, look at jason statham and similar guys how "badass" they look bald (they are ugly, never see guy who is going bald and bald look suits him, no) or the comments like "just shave it off mate" just f*** off, you shave it.
what is all this about, why me, genetics... interesing, nobody in my family is going bald, my dad, 57 years, fullhead, grandpa was also fullhead as he can be with 85 years, from both sides, how the f***, why mee!? im feeling like i am in some low budget game, somebody is playing with me, how to go through the life miserable and pathetic. Oh yeah, im using minoxidil.
pictures, maybe one day, not in the mood right now really.
Now, as i said is all about Hair, my whole world, but this time, its not on my head, i mean, there is little left, i feel uglier then before. Back then, with full head of hear, didnt notice balding guys on the streets, today, its like i have aimbot now(cheat in games like call of duty when you auto-aim and get only headshoots) in my case, i auto-aim at crowns of all man outside, its just pain to see young people going bald right now, i hate stories like, look at jason statham and similar guys how "badass" they look bald (they are ugly, never see guy who is going bald and bald look suits him, no) or the comments like "just shave it off mate" just f*** off, you shave it.
what is all this about, why me, genetics... interesing, nobody in my family is going bald, my dad, 57 years, fullhead, grandpa was also fullhead as he can be with 85 years, from both sides, how the f***, why mee!? im feeling like i am in some low budget game, somebody is playing with me, how to go through the life miserable and pathetic. Oh yeah, im using minoxidil.
pictures, maybe one day, not in the mood right now really.
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