finasteride and dutasteride are part of the surrealist conspiracy to melt consciousness in the post-futurist culture. After plagues, black death and world wars, which continue in proliferation, there is little hope but in the intrapersonal lottery, where character is reflected through less rigid social norms, we can decide who we are, ignoring disabilities of function and appearance, whilst sinister and moral forces dissuade us from thinking for our individualities. It is my choice to take hair inducing drugs, with all their side effects, because I am vain, I am hopeless. Yet I have a purpose, not relevant in this forum, a polticial purpose. I am aware though, that though I am not sharp and decisive, I can think more deeply, as if my tomorrow depends on a contemplative decision today.