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Ok guys, I´ve been for 4 days without a cig. I´ve gone cold turkey after smoking daily a marlboro pack.
I don´t know if this is the right forum, but I do empathize with the people here, and I spent some time browsing it, so here I go.
I´m feeling totally wasted, I have all the symptoms of nicotine withdrawal in their full expression. Today I had to call my father to get me some patches in the pharmacy as I can´t stand it no more. I have one right now in my arm, and it´s not doing sh*t so far.
I´m very aggressive about everything. I shouted at my girlfriend on the phone, and I am also feeling very depressed.
I haven´t sleep properly for two days. I haven´t gone to work either. I feel like I could throw a computer to my boss´s head because of the lesser incidence.
For Christ´s shake. I´ve done and quit some drugs, but what seemed the most innocent one is leaving me like no other. I´m a piece of sh*t right now.
I feel the constant urge to take my car, get to a bar, buy a pack and chain smoke it one after another.
But I´m decided to confront this sh*t. I don´t want to be slave to this all my life. Thinking about the new basket season about to come gives me strenght, how I´m going to be able to breath better and run faster. I don´t know what else can I do.
This is absolutely wasting me these days.
I don´t know if this is the right forum, but I do empathize with the people here, and I spent some time browsing it, so here I go.
I´m feeling totally wasted, I have all the symptoms of nicotine withdrawal in their full expression. Today I had to call my father to get me some patches in the pharmacy as I can´t stand it no more. I have one right now in my arm, and it´s not doing sh*t so far.
I´m very aggressive about everything. I shouted at my girlfriend on the phone, and I am also feeling very depressed.
I haven´t sleep properly for two days. I haven´t gone to work either. I feel like I could throw a computer to my boss´s head because of the lesser incidence.
For Christ´s shake. I´ve done and quit some drugs, but what seemed the most innocent one is leaving me like no other. I´m a piece of sh*t right now.
I feel the constant urge to take my car, get to a bar, buy a pack and chain smoke it one after another.
But I´m decided to confront this sh*t. I don´t want to be slave to this all my life. Thinking about the new basket season about to come gives me strenght, how I´m going to be able to breath better and run faster. I don´t know what else can I do.
This is absolutely wasting me these days.
