I know, I mentionned trichotillamania because it gives a documented view of what can happen to hair if it's plucked too often. Well I'd better get off this tread before it's too late ^^"
Too late for what? I'm not mad

Just wanted to make a statement so nobody misunderstood my condition, and thought I had trichotillomania
I know some people have a real problem with that but quite frankly it makes me a bit mad to think that these people actually CHOOSE to pull out their hair for no reason, while I am "forced" to do it (in the past) to try to maintain an OK hairline...
Some people actually pull out a huge portion of their hair and it never grows back, even if their hair grew normally in the first place. Makes me mad thinking about why they CHOOSE to ruin a full head for no reason.
Still I'd rather have a good chunk of my hair lost forever to trichotillamania than Androgenetic Alopecia, cause then at least you have control over what you lose and can have hair replacement just for that spot.
It's not so easy when your entire head is dissapearing :/
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Evillock let me ask it again is your scalp red, scaly or otherwise abnormal?
No, my scalp is pale in colour and not red at all. It's not scaly or abnormal in any way when you look at it.
But the pain is definitely there. I suspect the pain being from the hair follicles themselves dying many at once, so it creates inflammation beneath the skin in the follicles. That's probably why you can't see it because it's not the skin itself who is inflamed,
but the follicles beneath the skin. Of course I could be wrong but it makes sense.
I have a biopsy next week and hopefully it will give some answers. I pretty much already know what's wrong (Androgenetic Alopecia) but still, need a definite answer. Do you think inflammation of the hair follicle will show up on a biopsy?
I don't think the pain is in my head there is something causing it I'm sure. I already had so many doctors tell me I feel pain cause I worry too much about my hair. I call that bull****.
I worried about many things long before I lost hair and never hurt then. Funny how the pain appeared where I started to thin and not the entire head also? Ofc it spread to the entire head eventually, and so did thinning. Coincidence? THINK NOT...
Is there a reason why you asked this question twice, btw? Do you have a similar condition?