optimystic
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you know whats funny is that despite the fact that it sucks and no1 really wants to undergo it hairloss itself is an experience. By that i mean if i had several lives i would want to have experienced hairloss in one of them.
Its not great or fun but it is something that teaches you alot. You find out alot about yourself based on how you handle it and how you try to handle it and how you want to handle it. Also you find out about how shallow some people are and how not shallow others are.
You even learn about how shallow you are yourself.
I swear i barely used to look in myself in the mirror when i had hair. It wasnt great hair but sometimes it was pretty good looking hair and it made it alot easier for me to attract girls and its funny that i didnt comb it more or try and do more stuff with it.
After i started losing it and especially now, i look at myself alot more in the mirror everyday sometimes i need to pull myself away from it even though i would like to just stay standing there. If you see me looking at myself in the mirror now trying to perfect a smile or look cool you would think im really shallow. I never used to do that when i had hair.
funny how im not so shallow when im better looking and i am shallower when im less better looking.
also my self esteem has actually risen, when i had hair i knew i attracted girls but i would be abit more shy (unless im drinking) during conversation. Now conversation is alot easier im alot more confident and i act better on it when i sense a girl likes me.
Logically this is understandable because i put more effort when i have something to make up for. But its still funny...I might have been worse off socially if i hadnt lost my hair...its possible...
Its not great or fun but it is something that teaches you alot. You find out alot about yourself based on how you handle it and how you try to handle it and how you want to handle it. Also you find out about how shallow some people are and how not shallow others are.
You even learn about how shallow you are yourself.
I swear i barely used to look in myself in the mirror when i had hair. It wasnt great hair but sometimes it was pretty good looking hair and it made it alot easier for me to attract girls and its funny that i didnt comb it more or try and do more stuff with it.
After i started losing it and especially now, i look at myself alot more in the mirror everyday sometimes i need to pull myself away from it even though i would like to just stay standing there. If you see me looking at myself in the mirror now trying to perfect a smile or look cool you would think im really shallow. I never used to do that when i had hair.
funny how im not so shallow when im better looking and i am shallower when im less better looking.
also my self esteem has actually risen, when i had hair i knew i attracted girls but i would be abit more shy (unless im drinking) during conversation. Now conversation is alot easier im alot more confident and i act better on it when i sense a girl likes me.
Logically this is understandable because i put more effort when i have something to make up for. But its still funny...I might have been worse off socially if i hadnt lost my hair...its possible...