Hi. You do need help. But not the one you think. A psychologist is what you need right now. In the future you will have many more health problems, unless you receive help. That spiral is normal in many people. Take care led.
Hi. There is one anti depressant that makes hair grow. It is Agomelatina. I have tried it and I felt it. It helps with anxiety and with hair loss. But with the time the efficacy decreases, and we need to stop for a while, and restart.