I have seen some ugly people in my life or just through the internet but never automatically consider them to be losers. But I guess that is just because I went through a lot an know better because of that.
Some kind of rejections are really terrible. When a girl you find attractive first shows interest but later on rejects you because she finds out you have a female voice or/and a lot of bodyhair etc makes you want to jump off a cliff. If that happens more than once you actually consider doing it...
For me that is also a reason why I hate to go to school.
But what about hating to go to school because of reasons like; you feel like an outcast, you constantly need to be on guard in case someone decides to pick on you or people treating you inferior because you are bald, short or have another...
It's hard to determine what causes hairloss if it is not because of Androgenetic Alopecia. Checking your vitamin D and ferritin was a good choice because those can be the cause of your hairloss.
I don't know how long exactly you are taking meds but if it works it is going to take some time. The hair cycles...
I get the feeling that in this situation you are looking too much from your own perspective.
Making a lot of money in let's say six to eight months is not so easy for everyone. For instance I myself applied dozens of time before I found a job and that job only allows me to work 8 hours a week...
Wow. Lying to your husband like that. Worse thing is that you don't even try to conceal the lie quite the opposite you are even working out, he can literally see you are lying.
Seriously though most women your age already let themselves fully go. So you should be proud about yourself for still...
Telling someone who finds something (like 3rd degree burn marks) a big deal that it is not a big deal is a horrible things to do because eventually they are going to think that it is their fault while in reality there isn't much you can do about genetics or out of your control events.
I wonder what is worse:
Seeing all that you built up in your life getting destroyed by hairloss or never being able to built up your life because of early problems and losing your hair in your teens.
Now I think about it for a bald male it is unacceptable to wear a wig and he is supposed to walk with a shaven head. But for a bald women it is "unacceptable" to walk with a shaven head and she is supposed to wear a wig.
The scale is just very narrow and even "only" 2 points can be pretty vital. Most people aren't a 9 or 10. So you are either an 8 or below and that is where the troubles starts. An 8 falls to a 6 and a 7 falls to a 5. Easier said; for most people baldness makes them from good looking to average...