Instead of struggling so hard in my life, I've been thinking about just becoming a complete loser. Like, live in parents basement until 30+ or something. When I see a loser, I don't really feel any sort of negative way towards them. I just think that's the cards they were dealt. So I guess I will go down this same route.
I put too much pressure on myself, and clearly I'm not fit for any aspirations that I once had. Indeed, I can't even get out of bed in the morning. I've been noticing the increasing disconnect between my dreams and reality. So, I think I'm going to just give up. I'm not going to try anymore. I'm too weak to blow my head off, so instead I will just give up and become a "loser". Maybe being homeless is what I should have l, and will become. What's the worse that can happen.
I put too much pressure on myself, and clearly I'm not fit for any aspirations that I once had. Indeed, I can't even get out of bed in the morning. I've been noticing the increasing disconnect between my dreams and reality. So, I think I'm going to just give up. I'm not going to try anymore. I'm too weak to blow my head off, so instead I will just give up and become a "loser". Maybe being homeless is what I should have l, and will become. What's the worse that can happen.
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