I don't know what to think anymore, guys. I mean, my hair really does play a large part in my social life, as well as my self-esteem. My hair is getting better, but everytime I get a shed, I freak out. After taking a shower and noticing a couple of hairs on my hand (I know, I only get a hair on my hand every once in a while now) I took the clippers to my head and buzzed off my hair. It doesn't look as good as it did when I cut it 3 weeks ago. Back then it was a little bit thicker. I cut it to a 6mm (1/4").... now it looks like sh*t. I feel so bad. Somethings are looking up... The temples have a ton of vellous regrowth, that actually form a nice looking hairline on the temples... My receeding hairline looks about the same, maybe a little better, and my hair seems to be becoming lighter... but anyway... I get so f*****g depressed sometimes that I feel like going down to the Gun Range and putting one in my skull. There's a shitload of other factors that make me want to do that, but mostly my appearance. At age 20, it's difficult to accept the fact that I'm quickly going bald. I now only have a thin layer of coverage on top of my head. I'm starting school in 4 days... There's so much I wish I could say, but I don't want to waste anyone's time. But I am just terrified right now... Should I get on antidepressant or Xanax or something?