I have been praying and being close to the church for some time. I have decided to devote myself to God and move out. I have seen too much hate, too much vanity, too much arrogance and I am guilty of these too. I didn’t want to say anything until it was all final so today I have been granted access and work to a monastery. There is no internet or outside influence and it is a peaceful place where I can search for my soul and hopefully find a meaning to all this. Good bye. I will pray for your hair.