I can't be attractive, I definitely was at my "peak" back then and I still wasn't attractive at all, when I was about 21-22 I was at my lowest weight (still wasn't fit cause I never will be because of genetics) but I was at my lowest point, had full head of hair that was styled way better, had more muscle mass, and still had 0 success with women, and now I look x10 worse than I was with almost a bald head. so there is nothing to even aim for because even my best would not be attractive.
you can't really create a good density from a hair transplant on a fully bald head, even if you evenly spread the transplant and keep it buzzed cut, it's still gonna look very very thing "the hair dots" will be too far apart from each other
I'm too deep into depression and bdd none of that will help, I'm completely anhedonic.
I highly doubt meds would help me considering they will worsen the same things that trigger my bdd, it's gonna be a vicious cycle.
sorry it took me so long to answer, I was locked from my account for weeks and was only able to recover it now.