Ever since Thanksgiving, the last time I had a haircut my life has been for the most part miserable. The thought of hairloss and male pattern baldness is on my mind almost constantly. I feel a horrible sense of dread that almost paralyzes me at times. I am constantly looking in the mirror, at work, at home, even the car. A sense of lifelessness has descended upon me. I don't care about watching movies, reading, exercising or anything. Sometimes I feel a tightness in my chest or palpitations in my heart when thinking about it. Sleep is sometimes tortured. Hell, my dreams are even of hair loss. I can't concentrate at work, I'm obsessed with this forum, and I'm ruining my home life. I feel like I'm waiting for the end to come. The end of my hair or life, I'm not sure. I'm 35. I've always had nice hair. There's a voice inside me screaming "Why?? Why now?" I can luckily still style my hair. Nobody I know has said anything to me that they've noticed it thinning. I absolutely DREAD the next haircut.
I really hope the Propecia I'm taking starts to work soon. It's been 2 months. I feel like I'm running out of time. I need regrowth and fast. I can't take this stress anymore. I'm so damn tired.
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I really hope the Propecia I'm taking starts to work soon. It's been 2 months. I feel like I'm running out of time. I need regrowth and fast. I can't take this stress anymore. I'm so damn tired.
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